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Feeling Comfortable in my Own Skin

Growing up (we) my family and I didn’t have much. My siblings and I were bullied, and I didn’t have a lot of friends because I was too afraid to be hurt by anyone else. I didn’t trust anyone, and I kept quiet to not attract any attention to myself. I never knew why I…
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Avoiding confrontation – 12/24/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s Christmas time and I really am trying to hold my tongue, avoiding the same 2 women. Day after day both have been asking for one invoice because the supplier is owed the amount for months. Why should I be stressed over your lack of oversight. Today I was…
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Friday reflection – accountability staring you in the face – 12/19/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. And it is here. I really do not want to say it, but it’s time for people to answer for their careless work. Some haven’t been held to the minimal standard and now it comes out and this is small too and another problem to solve. Director 2 shared…
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Face to face questions ignored- 12/17/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. My opinion, they don’t like how I operate, but there is no other choice. I’m the only one here and the only doing the work. They have no other choice but to follow my instruction. I’m doing the right thing and they feel as if I’m going to do…
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Performing high and the attempt to steal my crown – 12/16/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I work hard, still persevering, and getting better and better at my job each day, mastering my craft. It hasn’t been easy. I am busy every day as I journal I notice now I mentioned it almost every entry if not every single one. I have been thriving the…
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Friday reflection – who I have to work with – 12/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m getting behind on my entries, but I am going to try my best. Life happens, but I still journal my days and it’s just getting crazier. How do these things happen and how do people get through and away with things. HUH!! 😳 This morning was starting as…
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Is the sacrifice even worth it? – 12/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Wow! My day was going okay, busy, working a lot, but quiet. I was on a roll completing tasks. Then came the finance meeting and I noticed the MD coming on to the meeting already upset, careless, and rude by her comments. I was surprised because I thought the…
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Who are you? – 12/10/25
I hope you are doing okay. It’s difficult to read or believe someone when the person has been a challenge for almost a year and now the same person is trying to be nice. What’s up? There is a reason under that change of attitude. You don’t know who they truly are. I don’t trust…
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I told you so… – 12/04/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. As usual I provide input, it’s part of my job because I am well versed in the rules and guidelines. Despite my opinion the medical doctors (MD’s) do whatever they want anyway and either embarrass us or try to do whatever they want. MD “C” as I call her…
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Cry for help – 12/03/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Oh my god! I have never in my career experienced someone in distress, not my co-workers. My co-worker is a pretty young guy in his 20’s, but not sure. What I do know is that he’s nowhere near my age. He could be my son. He has picked up…
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The past returns at work – 12/02/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It doesn’t fail. This department is really screwed up. What’s wrong with these people? I don’t see or hear of any common sense from the administrative team. Nothing surprises me any longer, but definitely angered my boss. I think he finally sees what I have been trying to explain…