Tag: faith
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Faith and patience – 3/25/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am so grateful, thank you God for making things happen for me. I have to remember to remain humble because anyone who thought I couldn’t make it is quiet now. I did this darn thing! I am so happy. I started my day with MD “SE” and went…
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Day off – 3/23/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I took the day off today to run some personal errands that otherwise I couldn’t take care of on the weekend. My son didn’t have school today either. I’m glad I did it. I went out into the sun, smell the fresh air, and spend more time with my…
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No one gives me anything – 3/20/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. God gave me a talent and I built a career from scratch, no one handed me anything. I am experienced through training, hands-on experience, and education. No one holds my hand while I do things. When I came on board I didn’t know if I was doing anything right…
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Friday reflection – break it off – 3/13/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. My mind became bogged down with work. My stress level high, no time with my son who is on spring break this week from school, and my eye lids have been twitching for weeks. What is wrong with me? I caught myself taking on tasks that don’t belong to…
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Quietly holding work – 3/11/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. What going on? Is anyone working? I guess everyone is on spring break vacation and I’m the only one here. I can’t keep up with little sleep, jury duty, and dental and doctor appointments. All while I have 12 finance reports due by 3/15/26 and 3 work progress reports.…
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Friday reflection – questioning and working – 3/6/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m working on so much to perfect the budgets, but I know it doesn’t exist. I am reminded that it will not be, nothing is. Only Jesus Christ is perfect. I do obsess and there’s only a couple people that can tell me to tone it down and stop…
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Budgets – 3/5/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I appreciate the clarity, communication, and direction, above all honesty. MD “SE” was all of these during our budget exercise we’ve had to go through. This has taken me two weeks to build his own budget which he never had and I was a bit nervous as to how…
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Shutting us down – 3/2/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. For weeks Director 1 has been going back and forth between the MD and myself. She will normally come to me and ask questions that only I am able to answer. Truly she relies on me instead of actually caring to make notes or keep track. She goes back…
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Repeating patterns – 2/19/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had to take a step back from writing because I’ve had quite a few exhausting months and I’m behind on here. As you can see I’m still trying to catch up from February 2026. A lot more has transpired, but I will keep going, keep showing up, and…
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Focused on the good – 2/11/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a good day today and I don’t write many good entries about my job. After days of being anxious, a lot being asked of me by both internal and external requests. I’m fatigued and it’s been almost two weeks. I decided to take a break Friday and…
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