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Feeling Comfortable in my Own Skin

Growing up (we) my family and I didn’t have much. My siblings and I were bullied, and I didn’t have a lot of friends because I was too afraid to be hurt by anyone else. I didn’t trust anyone, and I kept quiet to not attract any attention to myself. I never knew why I…
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Signs of a toxic job? – 11/04/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It seems gossip rules around here and I try to stay far from it. Today “PEI” as I call her attended a conference to train on research topics. “PEI’s” colleague and a great co-worker to me resigned her position last month. She resigned because both “PEI” and “DD” the…
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Observing the crowd – 11/01/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I made the decision to resign. I have to write the resignation letter and send it. I will take this week to draft my letter and think about how to write it to make my point and not go into so much detail. The type of manipulative behavior and…
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Friday reflection – the outcome – 10/31/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s difficult for me to see what next steps to take next. I commented a rebuttal in my evaluation I was advised that my rating is 3.6/5 and I disagree with it and I don’t see it at the top of my evaluation, but I accept the outcome of…
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My work is only good – 10/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. So I didn’t notice a late email on Tuesday night the boss sent me to stop by the administrator’s office and talk to him about my performance evaluation before I added a rebuttal to my response of the performance. I am not upset because I had a hunch, but…
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Doesn’t feel like a party – 10/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up not wanting to commute to work. I had to because I have committed to help an MD’s assistant to put a birthday party together for her boss. He’s really well liked and popular and I agree. I picked up a couple custom cakes for the party.…
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Facing more bad news – 10/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I started working at 8:20am this morning. Had a little late start to my work day. I took my time and took a deep breath and prayer before I got my day started. I feel I’m in a nightmare, this really happens at work and to me. I question…
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The bad news – 10/27/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I pray often and have faith that God leads me in the right direction and to allow me to make the best decisions at work because I really don’t have a lot of support. I’m single-handedly operating on my own. There is not any other experience of project management…
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Friday reflection – round and round we go – 10/24/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. My performance evaluation is coming up. I evaluated myself already and it’s weird because I didn’t get any feedback and I wasn’t sure how to answer the questions or the process because it’s my first cycle going through it at this organization. I’m sort of anxious because my boss…
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Focus – 12/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I put together what I feel I should do in the New Year – 2026. I hope 2026 brings new beginnings, continuation of your passion, and happiness or anything we desire and want to accomplish. All the Best!
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Past due – morning fires – 10/23/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have good sleep last night and woke up with a bad headache. I’m also taking medication for a tooth ache and makes me sleepy 🥱 too 😪. I have a pending dental appointment because I seem to have an infection under a tooth at the back of…