YoungHeart1980!

This note is dedicated to that special friend CB that I want to write and say GGW will miss you wholeheartedly. I’m sorry that you will not see your kids grow up to be young people, adults and everything in between. We don’t know what crossed your mind and you didn’t see any other way.…

I’m having to handle an emotional situation silently. I have had my first iron infusion to help me produce red blood cells. For some reason I’m not producing the necessary and I’m taking the steps to try and figure out what’s going on. I don’t feel too bad, but I do feel fatigued, tired, taking…

I left this employer and in my past for this reason…and today (2/9/2022) I got a call from a person that I was close to while I worked at this organization.

My patience has been tested this week, especially today, Feb 9th, 2022. I do not need another cycle to begin that I have already endured in the past. I refuse to flock with pigeons. I am an EAGLE. I am not like them trying to fill themselves with drama. I am no longer accepting being…

It’s time! It’s time to begin a new chapter and direction away from the hidden, shy environment. I feel like it’s my time to shine and know that whatever comes after it’s only going to help me grow. I am more than prepared and ready to take this leap of faith.

Week of Feb 14th, 2022 – I was having a fast-paced week with a lot of work to do. I have not had enough experience with processes and workflow resolution. Something always helps me to push through.

I wanted to begin writing about my personal life as well because I have seen and been through a lot in both personal and professional. I wasn’t sure where to begin because there is so much that I have journaled. I was at peace and on track until Jan 27th, 2022.

This was a good week for me, except having to complete the log which is pretty much track the duties I complete at home. I work 3 – 2 days at the office. I had a feeling of peace within me. I was at peace for some reason until Thursday. I don’t feel like I…

I woke up today feeling nervous, with some anxiety and felt like a failure. The morning didn’t feel, okay? It’s as if something wasn’t going to go right.

This week I had in-between feelings…it’s as if my supervisor doesn’t know how to help or really doesn’t? There’s something that is missing and I’m not seeing, some background information I’m not hearing? I have suspicions, but I’m giving her the benefit of a doubt.