Tag: faith
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Quietly holding work – 3/11/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. What going on? Is anyone working? I guess everyone is on spring break vacation and I’m the only one here. I can’t keep up with little sleep, jury duty, and dental and doctor appointments. All while I have 12 finance reports due by 3/15/26 and 3 work progress reports.…
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Friday reflection – questioning and working – 3/6/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m working on so much to perfect the budgets, but I know it doesn’t exist. I am reminded that it will not be, nothing is. Only Jesus Christ is perfect. I do obsess and there’s only a couple people that can tell me to tone it down and stop…
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Budgets – 3/5/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I appreciate the clarity, communication, and direction, above all honesty. MD “SE” was all of these during our budget exercise we’ve had to go through. This has taken me two weeks to build his own budget which he never had and I was a bit nervous as to how…
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Shutting us down – 3/2/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. For weeks Director 1 has been going back and forth between the MD and myself. She will normally come to me and ask questions that only I am able to answer. Truly she relies on me instead of actually caring to make notes or keep track. She goes back…
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Repeating patterns – 2/19/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had to take a step back from writing because I’ve had quite a few exhausting months and I’m behind on here. As you can see I’m still trying to catch up from February 2026. A lot more has transpired, but I will keep going, keep showing up, and…
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Focused on the good – 2/11/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a good day today and I don’t write many good entries about my job. After days of being anxious, a lot being asked of me by both internal and external requests. I’m fatigued and it’s been almost two weeks. I decided to take a break Friday and…
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Friday reflection – times of hard work – 2/6/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’ve been on high alert and unfocused at my regular tasks. This week as it has been since the beginning of the year seems much busier than last year. I’m a bit nervous, waiting to resolve the new deficit situation of finding $420K to fund an important program (blog…
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Friday reflection – challenged but winning – 1/30/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. The work keeps coming and piling up. The challenges that I thought were going to cause me grief, didn’t. I am so blessed, God hears my prayers. The things that are happening I’m able to resolve and I’m greatly influencing one person at a time with my actions, not…
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Friday reflection – forced acknowledgement – 1/16/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. Just because I don’t say much, doesn’t mean I don’t know. She loves to write these emails and makes comments putting people down in a “nice” way, as if we don’t know her manipulative tactics. In reality she tries to mask her ignorance and lack of knowledge, trying not…
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My year in review – 01/01/26
I hope everyone is doing well and had an amazing holiday season. I have been off since 12/25/25 Christmas Day will be on vacation through 1/5/26. I have enjoyed my time and did not blog either. This is my first entry for this new year, reviewing the past year. My personal life has been of…
