Tag: pressure
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Friday reflection – pressure on me again? – 1/23/26
I hope everyone is doing okay. What a stressful week. Boy was I getting it from every direction. What the heck is wrong with people? Had another tough week, busy, and my problem task went smooth yesterday, it worked out. And today was no exception, here we go again. The administrator tried to stress me…
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Who are you? – 12/10/25
I hope you are doing okay. It’s difficult to read or believe someone when the person has been a challenge for almost a year and now the same person is trying to be nice. What’s up? There is a reason under that change of attitude. You don’t know who they truly are. I don’t trust…
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Inexperience wins – 10/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Unbelievable! I’m asked to do more for this person to help. It’s difficult to understand and do when I wasn’t given the same support. I struggled and had to find answers on my own. “MM” the payroll lady continues to get the payroll wrong, wrong dates and wrong account.…
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Friday reflection – Strategic beginning and ending – 7/25/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. People probably don’t care for me because I ask questions because I want to be sure we get this right. We have a new project starting and I shouldn’t ask questions. You only respond to me and not add you. “DD” as I call him tells me it’s the…
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The unwilling – 6/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Unbelievable, it’s 9:01AM and here we go again. These people are unwilling to do anything or help out. I ask a question and I get a question in return. I am not HR or payroll, but I’m supposed to do extra work because you can’t take the time to…
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We’re watching it all go down – 6/03/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There is no peace, no quiet in the office. This is not a team. The new people that started like myself feel like fools for taking this job. There’s no empathy, this department had severe problems. I thought I was the only one, but I’m not. I’m trying to…
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I was not heard, lost my voice – 6/02/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The medical doctor didn’t want to hear what I had to say. She was not happy yet again with the result of my last meeting with the sponsor. I gave the sponsor everything they asked and they want to continue the exercise. Forecast after forecast it has gone a…
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Rise above – 5/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of tension and intense energies around me. I have a right to slow down. I have focused on everyone else and everything except for me. I need to get back to my peace. To be with my thoughts, emotions, and reflection to be able to move…
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The beginning of the accounting accountability – 4/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s difficult to navigate through challenges. For me it’s happening now. I have to be careful though because I want to bulldoze my way on my own to get things done, but I can’t, I have to navigate quietly through this and follow their instructions. My mind is a…
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Getting slammed and no focus time – 2/4/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Whew! I got slammed today, oh my gosh! I was already a bit behind and now due to this lingering report that won’t go away I can’t make progress. I’m bombarded with meetings that I think I shouldn’t have to attend. I’m slow at working through tasks because I’m…
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