Tag: faith
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Day 3 @ D.C. – sponsor meeting – 5/14/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a tough meeting today. I had my rear handed the whole time. I have to laugh now because I am getting it from every direction! The sponsor who I have been updating and working with to find cost savings and end this challenge of the overspent budget…
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Private conversations – 5/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Each time I talk to this group why do I feel the medical doctor doesn’t trust me? Each meeting she has to throw in some comment to test me. “Maybe I’m not asking the right question.” I’ve spent so much time and effort to right a wrong that was…
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Rise above – 5/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of tension and intense energies around me. I have a right to slow down. I have focused on everyone else and everything except for me. I need to get back to my peace. To be with my thoughts, emotions, and reflection to be able to move…
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Friday reflection – the prep meeting – 4/25/225
I hope everyone is doing okay. Today we had a prep meeting before the main meeting with the big boss (sponsor) who funds our patient projects for mental health of children. The program team at our department spoke up for me and acknowledged how challenging and difficult job I have to resolve this whole mess…
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The answered prayer – 4/9/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m okay with being different, that they murmur I’m weird. I see it as getting popular and they know my name. LOL! I am willing to research, look, ask, and fill myself with knowledge. I will go above and beyond to understand and make connections. This is my work…
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The room is silent – 4/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I blogged yesterday, I discovered our agreement with the sponsor that began back in 2022 was being spent on the appropriate scope of work. The problem happened that during a change in the agreement came the budget increased for programs and decreased for others. No notification was sent…
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Ready to rumble? – 4/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The medical doctor (MD) is upset, rightfully so because the lack of communication and a missed opportunity to provide input to the budgets, negotiate, and provide more information to increase the budget and be able to complete the work. I don’t know what happened or who did not pay…
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Cont’d – peace and harmony – 3/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m learning and getting ideas on how to cultivate happiness. Recently I planted seeds to grow a garden with zinnia’s and re-potted other plants that have grown from last year. My orchid is growing beautifully. I began to see the growth of my zinnias as well. I realize I…
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Days of learning the challenges – 3/20/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am exhausted, working a lot, and still have drama at work. I have accounting entries to adjust, correct, and move posted charges to the proper project accounts. The communication that I put out of budgets being low has settled on everyone. The news came like a bomb, they…
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In denial – 3/13/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I got chewed out by a program manager for the issues that occurred in her part of the project. She tried to make me feel small and incompetent. She was very emotional and upset. I presented facts, didn’t make anything up, but despite that she continued a very stubborn…