YoungHeart1980!

This was a good week for me, except having to complete the log which is pretty much track the duties I complete at home. I work 3 – 2 days at the office. I had a feeling of peace within me. I was at peace for some reason until Thursday. I don’t feel like I…

I woke up today feeling nervous, with some anxiety and felt like a failure. The morning didn’t feel, okay? It’s as if something wasn’t going to go right.

This week I had in-between feelings…it’s as if my supervisor doesn’t know how to help or really doesn’t? There’s something that is missing and I’m not seeing, some background information I’m not hearing? I have suspicions, but I’m giving her the benefit of a doubt.

Why hire me if you don’t trust me? Why hire me if you are not going to support me to be successful in the position you hired me to do? Why hire me if you are not going to share your knowledge? I even asked during the interview, “how will you be sure that this…

Crystals and candles have helped to revive my energy. I love being in the space I created and being creative. I celebrate this space and able to put my truth out there.

I’m taking a risk and writing. I am moving forward fearlessly. I have been in the dark and shy for most of my life. Shy to speak up because I didn’t want to upset anyone. I kept waiting and waiting on things and money that never came and I took people for face value –…

This week was strange. It’s as if I get just enough information to go on, but not anymore unless I ask? There is one thing for sure about me is that I keep going and not give up. Giving up is not in my nature.

I had to let go of ALL these people to be able to once again align with the new me and new people coming into my life. I saw the signs and I listened to my intuition telling me that it was time to move on.

Day 2 – On day two that I started with this particular employer I was given a training for a system that I always thought was good, but not really. I guess it has to do with what the employer pays for and how they really use it.

These last couple business days I have felt victorious…I can’t wait to continue working through hurdles on my own and owning my power again! I should write more often.