Tag: stress work
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We’re watching it all go down – 6/03/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There is no peace, no quiet in the office. This is not a team. The new people that started like myself feel like fools for taking this job. There’s no empathy, this department had severe problems. I thought I was the only one, but I’m not. I’m trying to…
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She’s annoyed by me – 5/21/25
I hope everyone is doing well. She’s back “BLW”, the medical doctor is annoyed with me again no surprise there. This is each time we meet she has to be sarcastic toward me. It’s toward me because I’m the only one working on the finance exercises that the sponsor has assigned to us. The sponsor…
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Friday reflection – one step closer, hope for the best – 5/9/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have a change to write much this week. I was stressed, felt down, low energy, but continue to pray this situation to end soon. I feel like things only happen to me. It’s just been way too long and giving it everything I’ve got just to be…
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Private conversations – 5/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Each time I talk to this group why do I feel the medical doctor doesn’t trust me? Each meeting she has to throw in some comment to test me. “Maybe I’m not asking the right question.” I’ve spent so much time and effort to right a wrong that was…
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Friday reflection – the temper tantrum that caused drama – 5/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. This department is getting to be more drama than work. You don’t even know what you’re being dragged into until it is explained to you. I don’t keep up with any drama but my own and it’s related to work only. I don’t have time for anyone else’s. Yesterday’s…
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Was a good day until the call came – 5/1/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I worked through quite a bit of tasks that I was behind on. A lot of housekeeping and clearing up travel and credit card expense reports, and upcoming finance review for a medical doctor. He’s pretty cool with dry humor. This particular doctor who I will call SE only…
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Got an ear full today – 4/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been absent for a little bit because I took some time off to go on vacation to the beach and my family and I had a blast. I’m really behind on my blog and I couldn’t wait to get back and continue writing about the ongoing drama…
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Intelligently sarcastic – 4/18/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have responded to several emails in a sarcastic mood because they think I have this indispensable amount of time and energy. The mentality of “give it to the new person.” I don’t want to inflict hurt or be ugly to anyone even though there is an urge to…
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Friday reflection – Getting wild on me for no reason – 4/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I like my job; it wouldn’t be interesting if not going through what I am at the moment. The storm will turn into light rain, but I have to put up a fight for now. I have to be grateful for the job because others are losing theirs as…
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The beginning of the accounting accountability – 4/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s difficult to navigate through challenges. For me it’s happening now. I have to be careful though because I want to bulldoze my way on my own to get things done, but I can’t, I have to navigate quietly through this and follow their instructions. My mind is a…