Tag: stress work
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Past due – morning fires – 10/23/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have good sleep last night and woke up with a bad headache. I’m also taking medication for a tooth ache and makes me sleepy 🥱 too 😪. I have a pending dental appointment because I seem to have an infection under a tooth at the back of…
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Inexperience wins – 10/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Unbelievable! I’m asked to do more for this person to help. It’s difficult to understand and do when I wasn’t given the same support. I struggled and had to find answers on my own. “MM” the payroll lady continues to get the payroll wrong, wrong dates and wrong account.…
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A sticky situation – 10/16/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Her energy is draining and this lady “MM” is trying to hide the truth and we’re not seeing eye to eye. I’m moving through the energy and she’s still asking for me to watch her do her work?! She believes it’s my duty to sit on Teams and watch…
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Dealing with high emotions – 10/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. ✅ Today was running with high emotions from others. Everyone is so hot headed today and even had my first argument with the payroll lady. Although not shocking I am proud I held back from being harsh, but I was also honest, logical, without emotion, but WOW 🤯! People…
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More of them and not many of us – 10/14/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am at a loss and it’s not just me. I’m fed up and disappointed ☹️ with the many directions I’m being pulled. This department should be gutted and transformed. Others are now complaining to me of the non-response and not made progress in their tasks and need help…
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Fix the leaders, fixes the problems – 10/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It starts at the top. You see how they operate and perform especially how they hire and it trickles down. I came here in Jan 2025, hard year for me the whole year. At times when I think back like now I should’ve stayed where I was, but here…
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Friday reflection – ignore the critics – 10/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m growing, learning, and demonstrating to myself I can. I was going through this weird couple days of non-action, procrastination, and avoidance. It was too involved in my emotions. I felt drained and ready to give up. I couldn’t get my mind and work right. Today, I came out…
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Return to the dungeon – 10/01/25

I hope everyone is doing okay. I returned to the dungeon as I started calling my job recently, thank goodness not in shambles, but unorganized. I’m not surprised 🫨 but it’s going to take time to unravel. I asked them not to make any movement until I got back and they didn’t listen including my…
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Friday reflection – dealing with stubborn – 9/26/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t think that in these past 9 months I have been really upset like I was today. MD “P” as I’ll call her is making waves across the isle with external institutions and causing alarm internally. The administrator is now wanting to press on with taking budget from…
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I did it! – 9/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to start by shouting, “I did it.” As I write my entry I am blessed, God is great! He heard my prayers and cries. He pushed me through and handed down the miracle and win for me. I have tears as I write ✍️ my journal 📓…