Tag: stress work
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Fix the leaders, fixes the problems – 10/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It starts at the top. You see how they operate and perform especially how they hire and it trickles down. I came here in Jan 2025, hard year for me the whole year. At times when I think back like now I should’ve stayed where I was, but here…
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Friday reflection – ignore the critics – 10/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m growing, learning, and demonstrating to myself I can. I was going through this weird couple days of non-action, procrastination, and avoidance. It was too involved in my emotions. I felt drained and ready to give up. I couldn’t get my mind and work right. Today, I came out…
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Return to the dungeon – 10/01/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I returned to the dungeon as I started calling my job recently, thank goodness not in shambles, but unorganized. I’m not surprised 🫨 but it’s going to take time to unravel. I asked them not to make any movement until I got back and they didn’t listen including my…
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Friday reflection – dealing with stubborn – 9/26/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t think that in these past 9 months I have been really upset like I was today. MD “P” as I’ll call her is making waves across the isle with external institutions and causing alarm internally. The administrator is now wanting to press on with taking budget from…
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I did it! – 9/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to start by shouting, “I did it.” As I write my entry I am blessed, God is great! He heard my prayers and cries. He pushed me through and handed down the miracle and win for me. I have tears as I write ✍️ my journal 📓…
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The adjustment period coming to an end – 8/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. My adjustment period is about to come to an end, it was a huge test for me. It felt more like a punishment to me. I asked myself so many times how did I deserve this? I did learn something and that is what not do. I survived even…
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Friday reflection – progress – 8/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It was a week of small setbacks, but progress. It was a good and quiet Friday. I had a finance review with a medical doctor that I will call “SE.” I don’t know him well, but he seems like a pretty good 😌 person and professional. He works a…
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All tied up! – 08/07/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am all over the place. My mind is running so fast. I can’t settle it from so many thoughts of the day and organizing my mind to even write this entry. Most of the staff don’t know how to do the work or don’t want to do their…
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The confusion and just scratching the surface – 8/6/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of issues unraveling recently after they all noticed I came with a big arsenal of experience. I cannot believe the lack of training and no guidance, but it’s an opportunity for them to learn from me. To learn the compliance and more than just charging an…
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The more drama, less I accomplish – 7/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Why do they all have to ask me question for everything instead of checking first? I have to do the follow up and they think 🤔 of the before and after. They just do the one thing, over and over. Their job is repetitive and I’m the lucky one…
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