Tag: resilient
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Keep trying to put me on blast – 7/16/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was having a good and productive day even though I had a headache today. Working away and then it starts. Both the administrator and young lady truly believe they are really high up and untouchable? I get my hand slapped and then they acknowledge my hard work?! Huh!…
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Hard at work – 6/13/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Busy week! I had no time to really take many breaks throughout. The week was jammed packed for me with submitting financial reports to the sponsor agencies on our research projects. One day, soon I’ll talk about my work doing research administration. It’s a very complex, regulated, and restrictive…
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The unwilling…cont’d – 6/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I said “no” yesterday and here she comes again. LOL! Some people either really are that naive that don’t get the point or she just doesn’t give a care. I got a nasty email with several people copied on there that I should do xyz. LOL! Insane! I have…
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I was not heard, lost my voice – 6/02/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The medical doctor didn’t want to hear what I had to say. She was not happy yet again with the result of my last meeting with the sponsor. I gave the sponsor everything they asked and they want to continue the exercise. Forecast after forecast it has gone a…
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Friday reflection – Blessed with clarity – 5/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Although it was a short week I had small patches of clarity, especially today. I’m ending the day with positive thoughts because I experienced a miracle. I had a good day, had 3 of 3 positive finance reviews and grasping a lot of other information and understand to add…
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Day 4 @ D.C. – back to work – 5/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I did not wake up well, but not sad or upset either. 😂 I was sort of in bad shape, had plenty of drinks and drank my tears and fears away from yesterday. I no longer felt anything, no emotions, no hard feelings, nothing. It was a big step.…
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Day 3 @ D.C. – sponsor meeting – 5/14/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a tough meeting today. I had my rear handed the whole time. I have to laugh now because I am getting it from every direction! The sponsor who I have been updating and working with to find cost savings and end this challenge of the overspent budget…
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Friday reflection – one step closer, hope for the best – 5/9/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have a change to write much this week. I was stressed, felt down, low energy, but continue to pray this situation to end soon. I feel like things only happen to me. It’s just been way too long and giving it everything I’ve got just to be…
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Rise above – 5/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of tension and intense energies around me. I have a right to slow down. I have focused on everyone else and everything except for me. I need to get back to my peace. To be with my thoughts, emotions, and reflection to be able to move…
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Taking a verbal beating – 4/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Oh my gosh! I took a beating from the sponsor of our project today. Good thing I kept my mouth shut and didn’t respond to a lot. I just took the punches, but I knew I was right. The sponsor did not accept my report until in front of…