Tag: prayer
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Day 1 @ D.C. – 5/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I traveled with the hubby to Washington, D.C. and will be here for the rest of the week. It’s good for me to get away from the work environment and settle my mind a bit. This medical doctor whom I’ll call BLW who doesn’t seem to think I can…
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Friday reflection – the prep meeting – 4/25/225
I hope everyone is doing okay. Today we had a prep meeting before the main meeting with the big boss (sponsor) who funds our patient projects for mental health of children. The program team at our department spoke up for me and acknowledged how challenging and difficult job I have to resolve this whole mess…
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Intelligently sarcastic – 4/18/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have responded to several emails in a sarcastic mood because they think I have this indispensable amount of time and energy. The mentality of “give it to the new person.” I don’t want to inflict hurt or be ugly to anyone even though there is an urge to…
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Crisis mode that causes change – 4/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. We went into crisis mode and it’s changing me in every way. I’m going from one fire to another. I thought initially I couldn’t keep up that caused me to figure out a different way of working. I took charge and began to build tasks and steps each one…
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Friday reflection – Getting wild on me for no reason – 4/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I like my job; it wouldn’t be interesting if not going through what I am at the moment. The storm will turn into light rain, but I have to put up a fight for now. I have to be grateful for the job because others are losing theirs as…
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It can’t get any worse – 4/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m in a panic…This is a lot more than what I expected and what I was told was going on. During my interview a little over 4 months ago the impression was that everything was in order. Well it’s not! Expenses were not counted or posted correctly, budget was…
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The room is silent – 4/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I blogged yesterday, I discovered our agreement with the sponsor that began back in 2022 was being spent on the appropriate scope of work. The problem happened that during a change in the agreement came the budget increased for programs and decreased for others. No notification was sent…
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Ready to rumble? – 4/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The medical doctor (MD) is upset, rightfully so because the lack of communication and a missed opportunity to provide input to the budgets, negotiate, and provide more information to increase the budget and be able to complete the work. I don’t know what happened or who did not pay…
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Friday reflection – what’s going on? – 3/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I couldn’t sleep after 4:20am. I felt like I couldn’t breathe, was I having anxiety or just nervous? I was up tossing and turning the rest of the time until I got up at 6:10am. I spoke to the hubby about it and I was having to breathe deeply…
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Observing people closely – 3/19/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m getting help from the people I least expected. I walked in to work today feeling beaten down. I took a deep breath and my co-worker who I wish would be my boss came in to my office and I immediately told him what occurred yesterday. He mentioned things…
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