Tag: painfulreminder
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Couple days of calm – 7/24/25
I hope everyone doing okay. I just got offline at 4:30pm and these last couple days have run smooth, but I’m still busy submitting and closing tasks. I got off a meeting with the sponsor today and we have an action plan and came up with a resolution of who’s paying for the million dollar…
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I was not heard, lost my voice – 6/02/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The medical doctor didn’t want to hear what I had to say. She was not happy yet again with the result of my last meeting with the sponsor. I gave the sponsor everything they asked and they want to continue the exercise. Forecast after forecast it has gone a…
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Private conversations – 5/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Each time I talk to this group why do I feel the medical doctor doesn’t trust me? Each meeting she has to throw in some comment to test me. “Maybe I’m not asking the right question.” I’ve spent so much time and effort to right a wrong that was…
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And it all comes crashing down today – 11/04/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Just wait, even when I am typing this blog, I still cannot believe what happened this day. You think back and you wonder what you did wrong, but it’s actually not you, but the person who created the problem. It’s a roller coaster of crazy things that happen after…
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Friday reflection – trusting relationships – 9/27/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. This week was not all only challenges but a different side of me came out. I had people line up to work, chat, ask for my advice, and thank me for my work. Most people were delighted and enjoy working with me. This is what I’m about, what sets…
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My final decision – 2/8/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wasn’t anxious about resigning my current job, but what would come during the two-week waiting period. I called my supervisor at around the 10 am hour today. I began by explaining there was no easy way of saying it, but I made the decision to resign. She immediately…
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Keeping it together – 1/15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. When things seem to be falling apart I trust that there is something new coming together for me. There has to be good coming from this chaos. I’m going to keep journaling and blogging – someone can benefit from my writing. I have been contemplating to stop blogging because…
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Friday reflection – painful reminder – 12/15/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have come to realize that no matter how much good you do for people, the time you invest, care and concern it’s always, “I need to get mine first attitude.” Even in your personal life that those closest to you can easily turn their back on you, but…
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Friday reflection – Hitting rock bottom – 11/3/23
Hello everyone! I hope everyone is doing well! The lowest point in my career, it comes now. I shouldn’t be thinking of this, but for the first time I am contemplating quitting and not have another job lined up. I only see this as the solution. I felt as if I didn’t make any progress…
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On a personal note – Day 79 – The changes came – 10/3/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I feel good and I’m so excited to begin to going back to my healthy self. It’s day 79, post-surgery. I have been working on myself physically. A couple weeks ago I started walking outside, now I can walk for a longer time half hour or more. I began…
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