Tag: letgo
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Friday reflection – standards and expectations – 10/17/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The communication is lacking and has been since I got there majority due to the way the department is structured. The training lacks, the people are not the right person for the role, and the expectorations and standards are not high for anyone. I come from having been trained…
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A sticky situation – 10/16/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Her energy is draining and this lady “MM” is trying to hide the truth and we’re not seeing eye to eye. I’m moving through the energy and she’s still asking for me to watch her do her work?! She believes it’s my duty to sit on Teams and watch…
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Friday reflection – Strategic beginning and ending – 7/25/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. People probably don’t care for me because I ask questions because I want to be sure we get this right. We have a new project starting and I shouldn’t ask questions. You only respond to me and not add you. “DD” as I call him tells me it’s the…
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And then she back tracks… – 7/17/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s nice to see what happens when you respond with respect (Blog 7/16/25) and they think about why attempted to do to cause drama especially when she needs something. I can tell by the way she reached out to me via email reads, “Hey, ET, sorry to bother you.”…
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Hard at work – 6/13/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Busy week! I had no time to really take many breaks throughout. The week was jammed packed for me with submitting financial reports to the sponsor agencies on our research projects. One day, soon I’ll talk about my work doing research administration. It’s a very complex, regulated, and restrictive…
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Rise above – 5/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of tension and intense energies around me. I have a right to slow down. I have focused on everyone else and everything except for me. I need to get back to my peace. To be with my thoughts, emotions, and reflection to be able to move…
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No need to show your ego – 3/27/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Why? Why instead of answering my question he tells me how great he is? He’s been doing this a long time, very well versed in our finance system SAP. He was tasked to train me. My co-worker who I’ll call AM really goes out of his way to pump…
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Friday reflection – patient rage – 10/11/24
I hope everything is okay. Here they go again with their subtle games and envy energy. It’s as if one of the two is taunting me via email. Is it the mean girls season or what? Either way the cat lady (co-worker) wants to outshine us as a team and the fact that she really…
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Ready to give it a go – 9/18/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am no longer liking commuting in. The thought of my drive came to me today, should I stay or should I go? And then investigator #2 happens and it brings confirmation of my thought. Investigator #2 is on the attack again. I’ve made a decision to walk away…
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Friday reflection – It’s not working – 12/1/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Time and time I have spent to try and make this work. I feel that I take a step forward just so that something out of my control forces me to take two steps back. Despite all the energy and effort nothing is working of adjusting and re-adjusting I…