Tag: ibelieveingod
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Incoming reinforcements – 11/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The “corner” as I call the higher ups all sit in one section which is the corner of the floor, away from all the chaos with their doors shut is what I call them. The click that consists of 4-6 that really don’t have the experience to hold their…
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Observing the crowd – 11/01/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I made the decision to resign. I have to write the resignation letter and send it. I will take this week to draft my letter and think about how to write it to make my point and not go into so much detail. The type of manipulative behavior and…
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Facing more bad news – 10/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I started working at 8:20am this morning. Had a little late start to my work day. I took my time and took a deep breath and prayer before I got my day started. I feel I’m in a nightmare, this really happens at work and to me. I question…
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Friday reflection – Will something good come out of all this struggle? – 9/12/25

I hope everyone is doing okay. I was wrong and I’ll say when I”m wrong. Today I felt so angry and raised my voice at my boss, but not yelling at him, it was the situation. I told him I had no help. Everyone has a limit and that limit was met for me. He…
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The adjustment period coming to an end – 8/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. My adjustment period is about to come to an end, it was a huge test for me. It felt more like a punishment to me. I asked myself so many times how did I deserve this? I did learn something and that is what not do. I survived even…
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Ignore the noise and push on – 8/5/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I can’t believe that people are now paying attention, still keep their distance, a little doubt still lingering, but we’re seeing results and making progress on clearing deficit amounts off this overspent project. We’re closing the biennium on another at the end of this month of both expenses and…
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Friday reflection – Strategic beginning and ending – 7/25/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. People probably don’t care for me because I ask questions because I want to be sure we get this right. We have a new project starting and I shouldn’t ask questions. You only respond to me and not add you. “DD” as I call him tells me it’s the…
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At church – pray for all – 6/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Pray for all first. That we pray for peace and quiet lives. Show mercy for all. (Timothy 2:3-4 & 2:27) For those people who frustrate me I pray for them and I ask God to save me and them so that we can keep the peace. If I trespassed…
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I was not heard, lost my voice – 6/02/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The medical doctor didn’t want to hear what I had to say. She was not happy yet again with the result of my last meeting with the sponsor. I gave the sponsor everything they asked and they want to continue the exercise. Forecast after forecast it has gone a…
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Friday reflection – one step closer, hope for the best – 5/9/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have a change to write much this week. I was stressed, felt down, low energy, but continue to pray this situation to end soon. I feel like things only happen to me. It’s just been way too long and giving it everything I’ve got just to be…