Tag: balance
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She’s annoyed by me – 5/21/25
I hope everyone is doing well. She’s back “BLW”, the medical doctor is annoyed with me again no surprise there. This is each time we meet she has to be sarcastic toward me. It’s toward me because I’m the only one working on the finance exercises that the sponsor has assigned to us. The sponsor…
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Day 4 @ D.C. – back to work – 5/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I did not wake up well, but not sad or upset either. 😂 I was sort of in bad shape, had plenty of drinks and drank my tears and fears away from yesterday. I no longer felt anything, no emotions, no hard feelings, nothing. It was a big step.…
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Day 3 @ D.C. – sponsor meeting – 5/14/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a tough meeting today. I had my rear handed the whole time. I have to laugh now because I am getting it from every direction! The sponsor who I have been updating and working with to find cost savings and end this challenge of the overspent budget…
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Rise above – 5/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of tension and intense energies around me. I have a right to slow down. I have focused on everyone else and everything except for me. I need to get back to my peace. To be with my thoughts, emotions, and reflection to be able to move…
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Friday reflection – shaking and moving – 4/4/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It was a relief and a good Friday. With preparation, even though I had many road blocks I didn’t stop. Today was silent and I took one win of many problems we are having. After being stuck in confusion for a while, knocking on doors, seeking input at different…
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Ready to rumble? – 4/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The medical doctor (MD) is upset, rightfully so because the lack of communication and a missed opportunity to provide input to the budgets, negotiate, and provide more information to increase the budget and be able to complete the work. I don’t know what happened or who did not pay…
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Cont’d – peace and harmony – 3/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m learning and getting ideas on how to cultivate happiness. Recently I planted seeds to grow a garden with zinnia’s and re-potted other plants that have grown from last year. My orchid is growing beautifully. I began to see the growth of my zinnias as well. I realize I…
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Friday reflection – action, action, and more action – 3/21/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I took leaps this week. I took a lot of action and got a lot of tasks completed. I’ll celebrate my small victories of completing a lot of tasks and the clarification that came with it. I trusted the process, was patient, one at a time. I face a…
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Endless worry – 3/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I worry a lot. This is my nature since I can remember from childhood. I worried about the dark, crime coming to our door, surviving, our household finances, and this carried into my young adult and adulthood. I have to work otherwise I feel left without and unstable because…