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Scarred completely – 5/15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Going in to the middle of the week it’s been another roller coaster of clean up as usual. I can stand this rain that has been pouring on me consistently. I have been through plenty of these throughout my career, plus some. I have plenty of scarring that there…
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Let the healing begin – 5/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s over. I will no longer go back and forth trying to figure out whether she really does support me and is trustworthy. After roughly a little over a couple months I don’t think that I will get anything else but a nothing. I’m on my own and will…
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A strange day – 5/13/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was trying to work silently because I have quite a bit going on. I haven’t had any formal training from anyone. I have only read through some training material and some is outdated. I am able to put together from bits and pieces that are explained to me,…
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At church – A Mother’s Battle – 5/12/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. The pastor’s message today was about our children. Our children are being targeted by planted evil seeds from external environments. I do have a little one and he’s 8, a vulnerable time. We were reminded to replenish ourselves with spirit, faith and prayer to keep our kids safe from…
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Friday reflection – Good week & then went down hill in the PM – 5/10/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up today with a sense of achievement this week, had a great lunch with my friend this week, good mental week, good things and news from work that has been completed, and goals. I successfully executed tasks correctly and quickly one after another. Good thoughts bring good…
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Building a strong foundation or not? – 5/9/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m building steam, faster, wiser, and gaining traction in this position. The knowledge I gained, but the workflow here is completely different from what I had the first time I was hired in this organization. They upgraded their accounting system and processes. I got a comment from my supervisor…
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“Out of Sight – out of mind” – 5/8/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been working steadily, one thing after another. Working from home allows me to get a lot more done. I’m working diligently to get tasks completed in a timely manner. Investigators rely on me to begin taking action on the administrative end so they can begin and complete…
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A good workday – 5/1/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. After a few days of so much pressure it seems to be winding down a little bit. I have been watching my emotions, who I am around and focusing a lot more on what matters. I did meditate with my crystals and relaxing music. Today was better, one thing…
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Changing me – 5/6/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Today was an easy day, not because I didn’t have anything to do, but because I am pacing myself. I am coming into this week from a busy but really rewarding weekend. We celebrated my son’s birthday with family, great people, good energies, lots of happiness, and a bit…
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Friday reflection – am I disliked? – 5/3/24

I hope everyone is doing okay today. Such a tough week already and got more of it today. I brought my son to work today because I had no childcare. He had a nose bleed and I took him with me to work just in case he had another incident I didn’t have to rush…