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Day 3 @ D.C. – sponsor meeting – 5/14/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a tough meeting today. I had my rear handed the whole time. I have to laugh now because I am getting it from every direction! The sponsor who I have been updating and working with to find cost savings and end this challenge of the overspent budget…
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Day 1 @ D.C. – 5/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I traveled with the hubby to Washington, D.C. and will be here for the rest of the week. It’s good for me to get away from the work environment and settle my mind a bit. This medical doctor whom I’ll call BLW who doesn’t seem to think I can…
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Friday reflection – one step closer, hope for the best – 5/9/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have a change to write much this week. I was stressed, felt down, low energy, but continue to pray this situation to end soon. I feel like things only happen to me. It’s just been way too long and giving it everything I’ve got just to be…
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Private conversations – 5/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Each time I talk to this group why do I feel the medical doctor doesn’t trust me? Each meeting she has to throw in some comment to test me. “Maybe I’m not asking the right question.” I’ve spent so much time and effort to right a wrong that was…
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Rise above – 5/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of tension and intense energies around me. I have a right to slow down. I have focused on everyone else and everything except for me. I need to get back to my peace. To be with my thoughts, emotions, and reflection to be able to move…
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Friday reflection – the temper tantrum that caused drama – 5/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. This department is getting to be more drama than work. You don’t even know what you’re being dragged into until it is explained to you. I don’t keep up with any drama but my own and it’s related to work only. I don’t have time for anyone else’s. Yesterday’s…
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Was a good day until the call came – 5/1/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I worked through quite a bit of tasks that I was behind on. A lot of housekeeping and clearing up travel and credit card expense reports, and upcoming finance review for a medical doctor. He’s pretty cool with dry humor. This particular doctor who I will call SE only…
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Taking a verbal beating – 4/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Oh my gosh! I took a beating from the sponsor of our project today. Good thing I kept my mouth shut and didn’t respond to a lot. I just took the punches, but I knew I was right. The sponsor did not accept my report until in front of…
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Friday reflection – the prep meeting – 4/25/225
I hope everyone is doing okay. Today we had a prep meeting before the main meeting with the big boss (sponsor) who funds our patient projects for mental health of children. The program team at our department spoke up for me and acknowledged how challenging and difficult job I have to resolve this whole mess…
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Got an ear full today – 4/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been absent for a little bit because I took some time off to go on vacation to the beach and my family and I had a blast. I’m really behind on my blog and I couldn’t wait to get back and continue writing about the ongoing drama…