Tag: tension
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Friday reflection – from loud noise came the nice view – 1/26/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to admit the kitchen cabinets look great. I loved the cabinet builders ideas and mine. He was nice and patient, captured my vision. In contrast to the contractor hired to bring in all the builders, he doesn’t get me, my vision and doesn’t do his due diligence.…
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Taking the lead – 1/23/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m growing and excited that I was finally able to understand the importance and steps, put a lot of effort into making the connection of clinical trial work. I presented financials to an investigator that works with clinical trials. It made me anxious, and I didn’t want to present,…
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My thoughts today – 1/17/24
I hope everyone is doing okay today. I took yesterday off (1/16/24) because if I continued to run on high emotions and a short temper I will raise arguments with people and bring things up that I have stock piled the last couple weeks. The only thing I should’ve done is put up boundaries sooner…
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And it begins to crumble – 1/3/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Once again I’m really behind at blogging and of course I have work to blame mostly. I’m going to try and catch up. I was told today in passing that one of the ladies from one of the teams I work with closely in the department is leaving. She…
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At Church – go where they know your name – 12/31/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. We went to church today and the pastor was speaking on the new year, new things. Go to where people know your name and you are happy to go there and people are happy to see you, also related to Cheers the show and song. This hit me spot…
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Friday reflection – painful reminder – 12/15/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have come to realize that no matter how much good you do for people, the time you invest, care and concern it’s always, “I need to get mine first attitude.” Even in your personal life that those closest to you can easily turn their back on you, but…
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The thing about honesty – 12/4/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As usual I have had plenty of busy days. I can’t think of a time recently where there has been down time. I keep going from one thing to another and once I’m done the books have closed for the following month. It’s okay I’m no stranger to working,…
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Friday reflection – It’s complicated – 11/17/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m finally able to blog. This past week not only has been challenging but tiring and had to take time to self-care. Not only have I not been able to keep up I have to deal with the nonsense of people. She’s loud, talks fast, is used to having…
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A mad woman… – 11/7/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up this morning wrestles, couldn’t sleep last night thinking of my presentation today to a top investigator. It turns out it should’ve been the least of my worries. I killed it. Did well and at my best, but first this happened… I hadn’t even finished my first…
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A burden removed – 9/25/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I was working peacefully today my supervisor calls me. We had a conversation about the co-worker. She only wanted to inform me that the person was gone. She turned in all her equipment and left. She cleared quite a bit – I had questioned myself previously. I was…
