Tag: tension
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Finally, an answer – 11/24/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I keep getting hammered, no break in sight. MD “LAU” is on the attack again and this time it was directly at me. She covers up for her Director that plainly I don’t know what she does because I have been filling a vacant position that reports to the…
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In a calm state, the other side is upset – 11/17/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The air is clearing at work. I feel I have made my point at work and put the proper boundaries up for one group after my work was undervalued. I am still trying to work through getting over the recent past and also the stitches in my mouth don’t…
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Another bailout – 11/06/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am forcing myself to work. A lot to get done. After last week I can’t dedicate the same energy, less passion to my work. No one knows or understands because it’s not them in my shoes. it’s an awful feeling that you put everything of yourself into your…
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Signs of a toxic job? – 11/04/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It seems gossip rules around here and I try to stay far from it. Today “PEI” as I call her attended a conference to train on research topics. “PEI’s” colleague and a great co-worker to me resigned her position last month. She resigned because both “PEI” and “DD” the…
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Facing more bad news – 10/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I started working at 8:20am this morning. Had a little late start to my work day. I took my time and took a deep breath and prayer before I got my day started. I feel I’m in a nightmare, this really happens at work and to me. I question…
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Past due – morning fires – 10/23/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t have good sleep last night and woke up with a bad headache. I’m also taking medication for a tooth ache and makes me sleepy 🥱 too 😪. I have a pending dental appointment because I seem to have an infection under a tooth at the back of…
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Don’t have to conform or be liked – 10/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am not liked by all because I acquired a skillset of the last 20 years. No one realizes this is not something that one is born with. I worked hard, really hard. I read, research, ask questions, and most of all care. I have put so many years…
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Friday reflection – dealing with stubborn – 9/26/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t think that in these past 9 months I have been really upset like I was today. MD “P” as I’ll call her is making waves across the isle with external institutions and causing alarm internally. The administrator is now wanting to press on with taking budget from…
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Friday reflection – week of endings and competition – 8/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wish I had my own system in place to make decisions ahead of time and then be able to audit my own decisions and go through my list of things to take care of each week. Unfortunately I don’t because I am overwhelmed with follow through and executing…
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Monday morning alarm ⏰ – 7/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I returned to work today. It’s difficult when you are having fun the time seems to shorten when you don’t keep track. I open email and the next couple days will be busy. I haven’t been able to sleep well. I go to bed with thought of work, wake…
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