Tag: tension
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Don’t have to conform or be liked – 10/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am not liked by all because I acquired a skillset of the last 20 years. No one realizes this is not something that one is born with. I worked hard, really hard. I read, research, ask questions, and most of all care. I have put so many years…
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Friday reflection – dealing with stubborn – 9/26/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t think that in these past 9 months I have been really upset like I was today. MD “P” as I’ll call her is making waves across the isle with external institutions and causing alarm internally. The administrator is now wanting to press on with taking budget from…
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Friday reflection – week of endings and competition – 8/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wish I had my own system in place to make decisions ahead of time and then be able to audit my own decisions and go through my list of things to take care of each week. Unfortunately I don’t because I am overwhelmed with follow through and executing…
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Monday morning alarm ⏰ – 7/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I returned to work today. It’s difficult when you are having fun the time seems to shorten when you don’t keep track. I open email and the next couple days will be busy. I haven’t been able to sleep well. I go to bed with thought of work, wake…
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Spill the tea. – 7/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t want to “rock the boat” is one of the main reasons I write here. It’s obvious of the mishandling of this budget. It also might be a culture that I don’t want to open a conversation without knowing all the facts. I do see a pattern of…
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The unwilling…cont’d – 6/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I said “no” yesterday and here she comes again. LOL! Some people either really are that naive that don’t get the point or she just doesn’t give a care. I got a nasty email with several people copied on there that I should do xyz. LOL! Insane! I have…
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The unwilling – 6/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Unbelievable, it’s 9:01AM and here we go again. These people are unwilling to do anything or help out. I ask a question and I get a question in return. I am not HR or payroll, but I’m supposed to do extra work because you can’t take the time to…
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We’re watching it all go down – 6/03/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There is no peace, no quiet in the office. This is not a team. The new people that started like myself feel like fools for taking this job. There’s no empathy, this department had severe problems. I thought I was the only one, but I’m not. I’m trying to…
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She’s annoyed by me – 5/21/25
I hope everyone is doing well. She’s back “BLW”, the medical doctor is annoyed with me again no surprise there. This is each time we meet she has to be sarcastic toward me. It’s toward me because I’m the only one working on the finance exercises that the sponsor has assigned to us. The sponsor…
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Day 1 @ D.C. – 5/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I traveled with the hubby to Washington, D.C. and will be here for the rest of the week. It’s good for me to get away from the work environment and settle my mind a bit. This medical doctor whom I’ll call BLW who doesn’t seem to think I can…
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