Tag: stress
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Friday reflection – from loud noise came the nice view – 1/26/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to admit the kitchen cabinets look great. I loved the cabinet builders ideas and mine. He was nice and patient, captured my vision. In contrast to the contractor hired to bring in all the builders, he doesn’t get me, my vision and doesn’t do his due diligence.…
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After time alone – 1/25/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. After taking a day or so alone and able to think a bit, after talking to a friend and not having anything to lose… I applied to a high, executive position. I’m taking that risk to leave behind what has caused so much anxiety and where a working person…
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Level up – 1/24/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I presented financials today for the head of our department, the big boss man. He was pretty good and understood my presentation with not much to ask. All eyes were on me to be at my best. He’s got a lot of work and I give myself a B+…
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My thoughts today – 1/17/24
I hope everyone is doing okay today. I took yesterday off (1/16/24) because if I continued to run on high emotions and a short temper I will raise arguments with people and bring things up that I have stock piled the last couple weeks. The only thing I should’ve done is put up boundaries sooner…
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Friday reflection – tiring week – 1/12/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m tired of work and I’m tired of looking at my kitchen still torn up with little happening. At work I’m fed up with asking people for updates. After two weeks of asking, nothing has been completed through today. Once again I asked for updates today. I’m terrified going…
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On a personal note – When it rains it pours – 1/11/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Going into 2024 I took on more than what I could chew. I’m anxious because I’m not ready for a big day on Tuesday. As much as I try to put things in order it’s not working. My kitchen is torn up and the noise is loud, dealing with…
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Things working against me – Part 2 – 12/28/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. The saga continues that everything seems to be my responsibility all of a sudden. I’m not sure people are working, but it doesn’t matter to the supervisor if I’m busy or not I had to put out another fire that didn’t belong to me. I question if better times…
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And now…things begin working against me – 12/27/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I came back to work today and I am sitting here journaling sort of late, 10pm. My inbox was full and I was able to get to almost all the emails and/or move a lot of the tasks forward. I’m trusting that God will put me on the right…
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Anxious…letting go temporarily – 12/18/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I am sitting in the plane over 3,000 feet in the air I am anxious. Anxious of the unknown. I’m still being considered for the position after declining 2 times to interview. The organization won’t let go. They are being very flexible with me, although nervous I reluctantly…
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Friday reflection – painful reminder – 12/15/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have come to realize that no matter how much good you do for people, the time you invest, care and concern it’s always, “I need to get mine first attitude.” Even in your personal life that those closest to you can easily turn their back on you, but…
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