Tag: stress
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On a personal note – When it rains it pours – 1/11/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Going into 2024 I took on more than what I could chew. I’m anxious because I’m not ready for a big day on Tuesday. As much as I try to put things in order it’s not working. My kitchen is torn up and the noise is loud, dealing with…
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Things working against me – Part 2 – 12/28/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. The saga continues that everything seems to be my responsibility all of a sudden. I’m not sure people are working, but it doesn’t matter to the supervisor if I’m busy or not I had to put out another fire that didn’t belong to me. I question if better times…
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And now…things begin working against me – 12/27/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I came back to work today and I am sitting here journaling sort of late, 10pm. My inbox was full and I was able to get to almost all the emails and/or move a lot of the tasks forward. I’m trusting that God will put me on the right…
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Anxious…letting go temporarily – 12/18/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I am sitting in the plane over 3,000 feet in the air I am anxious. Anxious of the unknown. I’m still being considered for the position after declining 2 times to interview. The organization won’t let go. They are being very flexible with me, although nervous I reluctantly…
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Friday reflection – painful reminder – 12/15/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have come to realize that no matter how much good you do for people, the time you invest, care and concern it’s always, “I need to get mine first attitude.” Even in your personal life that those closest to you can easily turn their back on you, but…
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Rising above… – 12/12/23
I hope everyone is doing okay today. It certainly was a “trying” day for me today. I received assignments and emails that attempted to push my buttons with duplication and actions that had already been completed and people not checking their email before they sent me the same action item? I was tempted to just…
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The thing about honesty – 12/4/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As usual I have had plenty of busy days. I can’t think of a time recently where there has been down time. I keep going from one thing to another and once I’m done the books have closed for the following month. It’s okay I’m no stranger to working,…
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Looking to take that leap – 11/30/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was having a fairly good week and I hoped that it lasted, but it didn’t. I did take the first step to try and move on out of here. I had a really good interview, the ladies seemed genuine and transparent. I’m not writing any more on it…
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Friday reflection – It’s complicated – 11/17/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m finally able to blog. This past week not only has been challenging but tiring and had to take time to self-care. Not only have I not been able to keep up I have to deal with the nonsense of people. She’s loud, talks fast, is used to having…
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Weakening progress – 11/14/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m slowly making progress. This has been the biggest challenge of my career. Its been a difficult period. I’m growing and expanding at a very slow pace incredibly never seen before. Things have not been right for a really long time. I keep re-starting. I jumped into this job…
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