Tag: stress
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Anxious…letting go temporarily – 12/18/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I am sitting in the plane over 3,000 feet in the air I am anxious. Anxious of the unknown. I’m still being considered for the position after declining 2 times to interview. The organization won’t let go. They are being very flexible with me, although nervous I reluctantly…
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Friday reflection – painful reminder – 12/15/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have come to realize that no matter how much good you do for people, the time you invest, care and concern it’s always, “I need to get mine first attitude.” Even in your personal life that those closest to you can easily turn their back on you, but…
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Rising above… – 12/12/23
I hope everyone is doing okay today. It certainly was a “trying” day for me today. I received assignments and emails that attempted to push my buttons with duplication and actions that had already been completed and people not checking their email before they sent me the same action item? I was tempted to just…
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The thing about honesty – 12/4/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As usual I have had plenty of busy days. I can’t think of a time recently where there has been down time. I keep going from one thing to another and once I’m done the books have closed for the following month. It’s okay I’m no stranger to working,…
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Looking to take that leap – 11/30/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was having a fairly good week and I hoped that it lasted, but it didn’t. I did take the first step to try and move on out of here. I had a really good interview, the ladies seemed genuine and transparent. I’m not writing any more on it…
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Friday reflection – It’s complicated – 11/17/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m finally able to blog. This past week not only has been challenging but tiring and had to take time to self-care. Not only have I not been able to keep up I have to deal with the nonsense of people. She’s loud, talks fast, is used to having…
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Weakening progress – 11/14/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m slowly making progress. This has been the biggest challenge of my career. Its been a difficult period. I’m growing and expanding at a very slow pace incredibly never seen before. Things have not been right for a really long time. I keep re-starting. I jumped into this job…
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Friday reflection – Confusing week – 10/27/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. This week has been a rollercoaster ride, very confusing with what happened. I’m busy, been struggling to keep up with the work, but I will not give up. I’m running on nearly empty. The strange part is that on Tuesday, 10/24/23, I wrote about being frustrated, feeling invisible. Then…
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A burden removed – 9/25/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I was working peacefully today my supervisor calls me. We had a conversation about the co-worker. She only wanted to inform me that the person was gone. She turned in all her equipment and left. She cleared quite a bit – I had questioned myself previously. I was…
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On the same task, Day 4 – 9/10/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t understand why I am being dragged into day 4 on the same task. I’m confused as to why I should be involved in something so mundane. My co-worker is still being trained on basic tasks and I’m trying to complete very high level tasks that are unrelated…
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