Tag: stress work
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Unwelcomed feedback – 11/15/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I value myself, my worth and I know that my work is being watched. I know the type of work I produce because the last twenty years of evaluations I didn’t have not one bad mark. I open my email at 9:30am this morning to be greeted by emails…
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Weakening progress – 11/14/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m slowly making progress. This has been the biggest challenge of my career. Its been a difficult period. I’m growing and expanding at a very slow pace incredibly never seen before. Things have not been right for a really long time. I keep re-starting. I jumped into this job…
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Staying calm during battle time – 11/1/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m trying to stay grounded, keep my cool, stay confident while on the spotlight. I’m taking this as a learning experience and not beating myself up for things that happened. They cannot happen again though! I wasn’t able to refresh my report so I had to hard code my…
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Building character – 10/31/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. The ultimate weight is on my shoulders now. It’s overwhelming. I’m working a lot. Incredible how I’m processing so many things and to me it’s urgent, but no one else seems to act as if anything is important? I am on the spotlight. I’m presenting financials on my own…
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Friday reflection – Confusing week – 10/27/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. This week has been a rollercoaster ride, very confusing with what happened. I’m busy, been struggling to keep up with the work, but I will not give up. I’m running on nearly empty. The strange part is that on Tuesday, 10/24/23, I wrote about being frustrated, feeling invisible. Then…
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Logged off early – 10/16/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. I guess people are having Monday blues, again this vicious cycle I’ve observed in these past months of stubbornness. I do a lot. All they do is watch what I’m doing, how I work and what I produce. I received several messages asking, “what do you mean?” We speak the…
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On the same task, Day 4 – 9/10/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t understand why I am being dragged into day 4 on the same task. I’m confused as to why I should be involved in something so mundane. My co-worker is still being trained on basic tasks and I’m trying to complete very high level tasks that are unrelated…
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Friday Reflection – Am I being accepted? – 9/8/23
I hope everyone is doing. I went a whole week of not blogging because I was pretty busy and going from call to call getting off work, exhausted. But here it is Friday and I have to reflect on the week. I don’t give off what I know that my supervisor is doing. It’s clear…
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My Excellent work back fired on her – 8/29/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I got to work this morning tore up, feeling down and defeated because of the brutal feedback I got yesterday (blog dated 8/28/23). Today the result of my elaborate excel sheets that the supervisor criticized and didn’t make sense to her earned us our time back and a message…
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First attempt to stab me in the back. – 8/16/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up today in a good mood. My son does that to me. He’s so charming and sweet and as usual puts me in a good mood despite I wake up not feeling the vibe.
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