Tag: itsokay
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Surrender and then the change happens – 6/04/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s been a few days of chaos and I continue to move forward of doing what I can. You can’t change stubborn. Today something happened, for me, a miracle! People’s mood changed. Maybe they just want to let it go, but no one has communicated to me about a…
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Friday reflection – Blessed with clarity – 5/30/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Although it was a short week I had small patches of clarity, especially today. I’m ending the day with positive thoughts because I experienced a miracle. I had a good day, had 3 of 3 positive finance reviews and grasping a lot of other information and understand to add…
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Mistakes – 5/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Just when I think I’m done and slowing down with having issues on the same project it’s really not slowing down. It just seemed too easy. The central office contacted me that there is an invoice pending to be paid on an old account that is closed! What! Huh?🤔…
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Rise above – 5/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There’s a lot of tension and intense energies around me. I have a right to slow down. I have focused on everyone else and everything except for me. I need to get back to my peace. To be with my thoughts, emotions, and reflection to be able to move…
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Friday reflection – the prep meeting – 4/25/225
I hope everyone is doing okay. Today we had a prep meeting before the main meeting with the big boss (sponsor) who funds our patient projects for mental health of children. The program team at our department spoke up for me and acknowledged how challenging and difficult job I have to resolve this whole mess…
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The beginning of the accounting accountability – 4/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s difficult to navigate through challenges. For me it’s happening now. I have to be careful though because I want to bulldoze my way on my own to get things done, but I can’t, I have to navigate quietly through this and follow their instructions. My mind is a…
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Let me be happy – 3/23/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m still fairly new to this organization. I’m nearing month #3 on 3/31/25. I feel that I have to prove my knowledge, experience, and may be the reason I feel so much pressure. There is a lot of work to be done, situations to resolve. I work hard to…
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Delivering a difficult message – 3/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a good day today despite the bad news I had to deliver to the program managers today. There was no response at the end of the day today. There are options, but did not get any input as of yet. I’m working diligently to straighten out budget,…
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Endless worry – 3/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I worry a lot. This is my nature since I can remember from childhood. I worried about the dark, crime coming to our door, surviving, our household finances, and this carried into my young adult and adulthood. I have to work otherwise I feel left without and unstable because…
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A helping hand – 3/6/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I just started month #3, March 2025. I like the some of the people I work with especially the couple ladies I met recently. They are sweet. We share information, support each other however we can, and I share my ideas with them. I showed one of the ladies…