Tag: Ibelieve
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Don’t have to conform or be liked – 10/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am not liked by all because I acquired a skillset of the last 20 years. No one realizes this is not something that one is born with. I worked hard, really hard. I read, research, ask questions, and most of all care. I have put so many years…
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The storm that didn’t make – 10/09/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m all over the place. There is lots of work to be completed. I shared with the administrator all my challenges within, my needs, and the need for help. He completely ignored me. One of the Director’s calls me with gossip and I really don’t want to hear it.…
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Commanding respect silently – 9/24/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Respecting myself and commanding it is first for me at work. I have to advocate for myself, my posture is important, and eye contact. I won’t give my coworkers the satisfaction of an emotion. I stand strong in my conviction. I don’t have to prove anything because they couldn’t…
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I did it! – 9/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to start by shouting, “I did it.” As I write my entry I am blessed, God is great! He heard my prayers and cries. He pushed me through and handed down the miracle and win for me. I have tears as I write ✍️ my journal 📓…
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Friday reflection – Will something good come out of all this struggle? – 9/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was wrong and I’ll say when I”m wrong. Today I felt so angry and raised my voice at my boss, but not yelling at him, it was the situation. I told him I had no help. Everyone has a limit and that limit was met for me. He…
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Fishing for information – 9/4/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There is not a big deal going on about the missing budget (blog 9/2/25 & 9/3/25). What can they say or do now since the person that worked on it is no longer with the organization and the Sr. Mgr is at home with her newborn and cannot ask.…
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Don’t quit – 9/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I can’t believe it I was asked not to quit? Why? I’m not sure what gave them the idea, but I did comment, “I haven’t seen anything like this before in my career.” The MD “LAU” as I call her looked defeated and gave in on the in-fighting happening…
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A worker’s influence – 9/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Despite being super busy everyone was needing my time today via email, Teams, text, and phone. Today was also our big meeting with the sponsor on our new budgets for the next 2 years. I tried my best to provide the guidance and support to all. It was a…
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Friday reflection – week of endings and competition – 8/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wish I had my own system in place to make decisions ahead of time and then be able to audit my own decisions and go through my list of things to take care of each week. Unfortunately I don’t because I am overwhelmed with follow through and executing…
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No one remembers – 8/26/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Now I know many don’t know their job. It’s scary. I have been receiving emails back to back and the senders need direction. It’s funny that I didn’t get any information from “so many.” Today that group of “so many” needs my help. All this started a couple weeks…
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