Tag: Godiswithme
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A realization – 9/14/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I choose peace and moving on. The bickering stopped and ego’s disappeared because I fact-checked their work and corrected them on what should be my skillset is beginning to be unraveled and seen. I’m sure the gossip against me has ended. My receipts pulled prove I don’t lie and…
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Friday reflection – Will something good come out of all this struggle? – 9/12/25

I hope everyone is doing okay. I was wrong and I’ll say when I”m wrong. Today I felt so angry and raised my voice at my boss, but not yelling at him, it was the situation. I told him I had no help. Everyone has a limit and that limit was met for me. He…
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What do you call the next level of overwhelm? – 9/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I never thought I would write that I really can’t keep up now. There’s so much pending to be done, in workflow, or approved. I’m waiting for everyone else! Nothing is moving to post charges, journal entries, create new accounts, gather information, repeat myself over and over to get…
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We have plan A and plan B – 9/9/25

I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s 10:10am and the sponsor is ready to give me a job. Thanks! She sees that I’m the only person of action. I almost 99% of the time handle the project sponsored by them single-handedly, have completed most of the work myself. The sponsor expressed giving me a job…
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A worker’s influence – 9/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Despite being super busy everyone was needing my time today via email, Teams, text, and phone. Today was also our big meeting with the sponsor on our new budgets for the next 2 years. I tried my best to provide the guidance and support to all. It was a…
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Friday reflection – week of endings and competition – 8/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wish I had my own system in place to make decisions ahead of time and then be able to audit my own decisions and go through my list of things to take care of each week. Unfortunately I don’t because I am overwhelmed with follow through and executing…
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The adjustment period coming to an end – 8/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. My adjustment period is about to come to an end, it was a huge test for me. It felt more like a punishment to me. I asked myself so many times how did I deserve this? I did learn something and that is what not do. I survived even…
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Effort and stability – 8/19/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I take responsibility and I take it all the way through to completion. I take ownership once I get my hands on anything whether it be my task or not. I have faced all sorts of obstacles. Some people have only one job and can’t even do that. I…
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Ignore the noise and push on – 8/5/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I can’t believe that people are now paying attention, still keep their distance, a little doubt still lingering, but we’re seeing results and making progress on clearing deficit amounts off this overspent project. We’re closing the biennium on another at the end of this month of both expenses and…
