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Rising above… – 12/12/23

I hope everyone is doing okay today. It certainly was a “trying” day for me today. I received assignments and emails that attempted to push my buttons with duplication and actions that had already been completed and people not checking their email before they sent me the same action item? I was tempted to just…
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Friday reflection – stepping out – 12/8/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Thanks to the holiday season things slowed down from overwhelming to busy, having time to clean up and take care of a couple reports to outside agencies, update tasks and be halfway ready for the next month-end close of books. I began to think of this job and that…
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Loving me before & after change – 12/7/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m trusting the process that I am going through with a little cold, but I feel good after a vacation away from the daily grind. Finding happiness is important to me – weathering through this hectic time. Loving me because no one at works asks if I’m doing okay.…
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Despite the adversity – meeting the goal – 12/6/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’ve had quite a ride working here. It’s sometimes difficult to write all the emotions. I can’t give up, in the end it’s still my responsibility. I didn’t meet the goal for myself from the blog dated 11/29/23. This group is intelligent, but I only get “smart” answers. I…
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The thing about honesty – 12/4/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. As usual I have had plenty of busy days. I can’t think of a time recently where there has been down time. I keep going from one thing to another and once I’m done the books have closed for the following month. It’s okay I’m no stranger to working,…
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Learn to ride the waves – 12/3/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Shifting my mindset took a while because I needed to understand why so much adversity. Why so much negativity around this place? I tried so many ways to change the daily grind of this work to no avail. I won’t let me get me down, less others. I am…
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Friday reflection – It’s not working – 12/1/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Time and time I have spent to try and make this work. I feel that I take a step forward just so that something out of my control forces me to take two steps back. Despite all the energy and effort nothing is working of adjusting and re-adjusting I…
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Looking to take that leap – 11/30/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I was having a fairly good week and I hoped that it lasted, but it didn’t. I did take the first step to try and move on out of here. I had a really good interview, the ladies seemed genuine and transparent. I’m not writing any more on it…
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Deadline goal – 11/29/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. To reach my goal it requires that I rely on others coming through for me. I’m pushing to reach my goal of sending financial recaps for 11 investigators this week. I’m hoping for the best. My supervisor came to me excited about a new query she found today. I…
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Calmer waters – 11/25/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I feel as if this is the calm before the storm. It is serene at the moment, silent and of family and happiness. I put out my Christmas decorations, shopping, journaling, sharing with my siblings. I’m not on alert or facing things with anxiety. I’m not carrying a huge…