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The interest is lost, it is what it is – 6/18/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. After a fun vacation I’m back to blogging. I’m way behind, but it’s okay I am doing what makes me happy and that’s family first then blogging. I feel like I’m fighting people and they are not showing their face to me head-on. They are putting obstacles in my…
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Finding my own mistake! – 6/15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s been busy. I didn’t reach all goals of completing particular tasks. One of the investigators asked for the extra pay due to him, which I mentioned would be available today. It’s not. My goal was to get his pay to him on time, but I got overruled by…
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Friday reflection – The root of the problem – 6/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. The new start seemed to be working on getting to know each other. I sit here now wondering when did it stop working? I have been working with others, taking advice, support, and guidance from everyone outside my department. I am working independently, they don’t share my likes about…
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To be or not to be? – 6/13/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. My job just got busier. I take my time to be sure that I produce quality, but I feel the pressure to rush, and it makes me nervous and might miss something, get it rejected, and will cause delays finishing by the deadline. I try to be a perfectionist…
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Protecting my state of well-being – 6/7/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. The people that I thought would help really were not, not vested like I have been so now I know to stay away and not ask. This week tested me emotionally. I hadn’t spoken to anyone because I would’ve only caused an argument coming from a hurt state of…
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Venting is releasing – 6/6/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wish I didn’t have to make another entry of disappointment. It allows me to release so here we go… I left early on Thursday during the lunch hour when I had enough. The only person who was hurt and ruined her day was my friend. She knows me…
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Qualities of a leader – 6/4/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have learned that no textbook in academics will teach you to be a leader or improve as a leader in the workforce. A piece of paper means nothing if not going into the workforce and actually doing a job. Here’s what I have learned. 1) Co-create with the…
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Friday reflection – looking for simplicity – 6/5/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Why do things have to be so difficult? They could be so simple only if people would do, respond, collaborate, and share? I grew in my career with people who were willing to train and take the time to help. That’s not seen today. There’s only a few that…
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Stagnant work is lifted or not? – 6/4/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. My prayers at 2am worked. I prayed and hoped for the best today before I got to work. I met with the investigator today with a naive state of mind. I explained my goals and asked each question and was patient. He gave me a simple, “no.” I will…
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A piece of happiness – 6/1/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am so excited writing this entry. I feel good. I had an opportunity to volunteer without even being assigned a spot or work the event. I just sort of fell into it. It felt natural. There was a summer community bash with snow cones, food, summer information, swim…