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Push the darn button! – 11/20/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. These people are trying to give me anxiety! Oh my gosh! We were trying to figure out why our system was charging additional administrative fees for a category that should not charge a fee at all. By law, it’s a rule to not. I gave the finance team instruction…
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Pushing limits – 11/19/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. There are quite a few open fires or in other words work concerns either my responsibility or a support role. Very workflow and movement to complete these is dragging. I guess the holiday season hit early this time around. The high ego’s and wanting things done their way is…
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In a calm state, the other side is upset – 11/17/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The air is clearing at work. I feel I have made my point at work and put the proper boundaries up for one group after my work was undervalued. I am still trying to work through getting over the recent past and also the stitches in my mouth don’t…
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Friday reflection – grateful & healthy – 11/14/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am grateful at the end of this week because I do see I have support and I acknowledge the value I bring. I do this for me and the important work that is still to be done in the support of mental health. I’m not one to give…
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Advocating for myself – 11/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. In this place you are on your own. If something isn’t working out for you then it’s tough luck. The mantra should be “You are on your own if you want to work here.” People are hesitant to support. I probably only have had about five people at one…
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Incoming reinforcements – 11/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. The “corner” as I call the higher ups all sit in one section which is the corner of the floor, away from all the chaos with their doors shut is what I call them. The click that consists of 4-6 that really don’t have the experience to hold their…
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Today is that day – 11/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I RESIGNED today. I did shed tears I’m not going to lie. It bothers me a lot it had to get this far. I chose it, told my truth, and it’s documented. They lied about me in the worst way. Their lies were so bad in the end they…
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Friday reflection – learning and surviving – 11/7/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am learning my role and my path here. I have to learn to be able to navigate the situation and challenges with patience and know this too shall pass. I am glad that I leave witnesses, my work documented, my resilience, and those who tried to take credit…
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Another bailout – 11/06/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am forcing myself to work. A lot to get done. After last week I can’t dedicate the same energy, less passion to my work. No one knows or understands because it’s not them in my shoes. it’s an awful feeling that you put everything of yourself into your…
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Signs of a toxic job? – 11/04/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It seems gossip rules around here and I try to stay far from it. Today “PEI” as I call her attended a conference to train on research topics. “PEI’s” colleague and a great co-worker to me resigned her position last month. She resigned because both “PEI” and “DD” the…