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Friday reflection – the prep meeting – 4/25/225
I hope everyone is doing okay. Today we had a prep meeting before the main meeting with the big boss (sponsor) who funds our patient projects for mental health of children. The program team at our department spoke up for me and acknowledged how challenging and difficult job I have to resolve this whole mess…
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Got an ear full today – 4/22/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been absent for a little bit because I took some time off to go on vacation to the beach and my family and I had a blast. I’m really behind on my blog and I couldn’t wait to get back and continue writing about the ongoing drama…
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Intelligently sarcastic – 4/18/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have responded to several emails in a sarcastic mood because they think I have this indispensable amount of time and energy. The mentality of “give it to the new person.” I don’t want to inflict hurt or be ugly to anyone even though there is an urge to…
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Crisis mode that causes change – 4/15/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. We went into crisis mode and it’s changing me in every way. I’m going from one fire to another. I thought initially I couldn’t keep up that caused me to figure out a different way of working. I took charge and began to build tasks and steps each one…
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The executive decision – 4/12/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wanted to write on this topic separate from my Friday reflection because it’s important for me to get off my chest and let go of my thoughts and am really shocked at how people don’t follow up or confirm things around here that has led to so much…
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Friday reflection – Getting wild on me for no reason – 4/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I like my job; it wouldn’t be interesting if not going through what I am at the moment. The storm will turn into light rain, but I have to put up a fight for now. I have to be grateful for the job because others are losing theirs as…
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The beginning of the accounting accountability – 4/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s difficult to navigate through challenges. For me it’s happening now. I have to be careful though because I want to bulldoze my way on my own to get things done, but I can’t, I have to navigate quietly through this and follow their instructions. My mind is a…
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The answered prayer – 4/9/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m okay with being different, that they murmur I’m weird. I see it as getting popular and they know my name. LOL! I am willing to research, look, ask, and fill myself with knowledge. I will go above and beyond to understand and make connections. This is my work…
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It can’t get any worse – 4/8/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m in a panic…This is a lot more than what I expected and what I was told was going on. During my interview a little over 4 months ago the impression was that everything was in order. Well it’s not! Expenses were not counted or posted correctly, budget was…
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Friday reflection – shaking and moving – 4/4/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. It was a relief and a good Friday. With preparation, even though I had many road blocks I didn’t stop. Today was silent and I took one win of many problems we are having. After being stuck in confusion for a while, knocking on doors, seeking input at different…