Category: Work
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Not Alone on this Path, Friday Reflection – 6/2/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I kept the faith, and I didn’t give up. I’m not giving them the satisfaction to see me fail. I took a big risk and leaped into the unknown and broke a major barrier today. It happened literally at the last minute before I got off and didn’t give…
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Blocked In – 5/30/23

I hope everyone is doing okay! I have to think and come up with a solution to this madness! I’m being challenged and as of now there is no solution. I have so many blocks right now. Not sure how these people get their work done? I have to do something, but I’m still now…
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Should I Share, Personal? – Friday Reflection – 5/26/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m writing this entry a bit late. I haven’t had time to blog in the last few days, but I’m glad I am here now. From last week, I want to reflect on the boss writing about getting to know others on a personal level and at the…
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I Only Have a Black Eye to Show – 5/22/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! No matter how much time or effort I put in I’m not going to get what I want. I have to cut something because it’s hurting me and I’m not making any progress. There is no skill being used, no talent, silence and loneliness is all I have.…
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Success! – 5/24/23
Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! I’ve had success the last couple days. I shook off the storm from last week. I was intimidated to log on Monday (5/22/23) and see what a hot mess I had gotten myself into last week and it ended with a “to be continued” situation. And then… I…
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Friday Reflection – 5/19/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! As I reflect on the week I don’t want to reflect on the negative which I had plenty of. I have had a couple weeks of no progress, but no progress of work was slow progress. I learned plenty other things anyway and I prepared by learning systems,…
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The Interview Process – 5/16/23

I hope everyone is doing okay! I want to write about the latest interview process because I thought that interviewing for one hour and thirty minutes was difficult enough especially that it turned more into a psychological interview and not a job interview. I thought I wouldn’t go through anything else to beat this past…
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Manic Monday – 5/15/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! It’s a catastrophe! The assumptions that people make that you already know what your role is without explaining it. I mention it to not complain, but I can’t believe this still happens. WOW! What a manic Monday it was for me. I got on to review the analysis…
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Friday Reflection – Week of Self-Doubt – 5/12/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! Uff! Tough week full of self-doubt. Why do I do this to myself? I have a lot of effort into healing, and I just fell right back into the trapped mindset. I was confused and questioned whether I could do this job. I am out of my comfort…
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Faith is a Struggle – 5/3/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay! A lot of my struggles have been because I didn’t have faith in God and myself. As a kid no one knew that I went to church. I wasn’t aware of the importance. I only attended church because of my loving uncle who I miss so much. My…