Category: Work
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Staying calm during battle time – 11/1/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m trying to stay grounded, keep my cool, stay confident while on the spotlight. I’m taking this as a learning experience and not beating myself up for things that happened. They cannot happen again though! I wasn’t able to refresh my report so I had to hard code my…
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Building character – 10/31/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. The ultimate weight is on my shoulders now. It’s overwhelming. I’m working a lot. Incredible how I’m processing so many things and to me it’s urgent, but no one else seems to act as if anything is important? I am on the spotlight. I’m presenting financials on my own…
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Friday reflection – Confusing week – 10/27/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. This week has been a rollercoaster ride, very confusing with what happened. I’m busy, been struggling to keep up with the work, but I will not give up. I’m running on nearly empty. The strange part is that on Tuesday, 10/24/23, I wrote about being frustrated, feeling invisible. Then…
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Working in silo looks like this – 10/24/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. Very tough days I’m going through, whew! It’s not something I’m dreading, but having to deal with people is the challenge, not the work. No one at work seems to be engaged and don’t communicate either. How is that okay with anyone? Today the team is restructuring, but I…
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Undervalued – 10/21/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am, I feel it. It was my worst fear and it became real of being overworked and not valued or paid for the extra work. It seems they are not in a hurry to hire my counterpart. I’m bored and no use being in this place. I’m not…
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Friday reflection – Finding myself – 10/20/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I got off work at 3pm today. I have to find my balance, rest and gain my strength back. I lost myself this week. I had a fear this week and I couldn’t figure out why. I felt like something was going to happen and would fail during my…
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Gloomy days and energies – 10/19/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. I have beat a record of three weeks of working without talking to anyone and ghosted. I am not returning the favor back to them I am a person of service, not a person that does everything they can to win at all cost. I am knowledgeable enough to be…
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Yield and (re)group – 10/18/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s okay to work alone when necessary, but this is beyond that I have gone weeks without talking to anyone. If they think it’s okay, it’s not! I feel like a drifter, not present, a ghost – ghosted. There is no direction or instruction of what I should do.…
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Peaceful warrior – 10/17/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. Forced to work to stress under “other duties as assigned,” I’m having to pick it all up and do it all without saying a word or asking me? Got it. No indication on the progress to hire someone else. How long will this be? Just because I don’t say anything…
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