Category: Work
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The observer – 1/10/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have come to understand the shadow side of this job. I do feel bad for this team. I’m now getting to understand, and I see why they feel the way they do they are in the shadow of information. They don’t know the process of initiating, executing, and…
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Pushed to the limit – 1/8/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. The supervisor is at it again today. I don’t even know how to begin my entry because it seems she enjoys pushing the limit, at least I’m not alone on this. I hear she does it to others as well. For her it’s an adrenaline rush, jumping to conclusions,…
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Friday reflection – inner peace – 1/5/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. This week I thought of how much I’ve trained my mental muscle and not jump the gun to quit. The only person that I had a nice working relationship is leaving. It does feel lonely at work now. I’m waiting, still waiting and I have a feeling I will…
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Holding until the time comes… – 1/4/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I hope everyone stays safe. I live in a mostly humid and hot place and now we have a full-blown arctic blast coming through tonight, 1/15/24. There’s something about my supervisor that she doesn’t want me to find out. But I now know. I got on a call with…
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And it begins to crumble – 1/3/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Once again I’m really behind at blogging and of course I have work to blame mostly. I’m going to try and catch up. I was told today in passing that one of the ladies from one of the teams I work with closely in the department is leaving. She…
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Reclaiming me – 1/1/24

I hope everyone is well and welcomed the new year with open arms. I’m exhausted coming into the new year, but full of hope and patience. I have been challenged and I’ve been working hard and watching people play favoritism and I’m not in that circle. It took a lot of willpower and staying positive…
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At Church – go where they know your name – 12/31/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. We went to church today and the pastor was speaking on the new year, new things. Go to where people know your name and you are happy to go there and people are happy to see you, also related to Cheers the show and song. This hit me spot…
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Friday reflection – resilient year – 12/29/23

I hope everyone is doing okay and ready to receive the new year. I have dealt with selfish, immature and egotistical people. My year has been of resilience and pushing me to the limit and I’m still standing. Until today they did it. I believe it’s pushing me to something better and ready welcome the…
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Things working against me – Part 2 – 12/28/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. The saga continues that everything seems to be my responsibility all of a sudden. I’m not sure people are working, but it doesn’t matter to the supervisor if I’m busy or not I had to put out another fire that didn’t belong to me. I question if better times…
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And now…things begin working against me – 12/27/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I came back to work today and I am sitting here journaling sort of late, 10pm. My inbox was full and I was able to get to almost all the emails and/or move a lot of the tasks forward. I’m trusting that God will put me on the right…