YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. This place is pretty bad and being nice hasn’t worked. I’m not exaggerating when I make the statement. Leadership is non-existent, the inexperience is a lot worse than what I thought. People are not interested in learning, but want someone else to do the job for them. They don’t want to take training or learn anything. They rather ask over and over again each month when it’s a repetitive task. Yikes!

People don’t listen and don’t read. The communication is awful. I get told so and so’s credit card didn’t work, the expense didn’t post correctly when they added the wrong account, the deadlines were missed along with important information, and don’t tell me with time I only hear of something when it’s on fire. “Clean up on isle #5.” I don’t even get a “please” or “thank you.” I had an MD that went on leave and didn’t think to tell anyone. They still have to answer for their work so I had to take extra steps to get answers and be able to assist. I’m going to help anyway. I gladly do it, but at least be courteous to announce it to someone and not just go away and think the work stops. I have to clean it up because who else? Even if someone else is at fault they find some way to tell me of the issue to resolve it rather than go directly to the person who instigated whether it was me or not.

I have started to push back and rid of what’s not mine and back to its owner. I remind them that I didn’t get a good evaluation, no raise, no one will advocate for me, and I only do good work. I hope that I am able to take a leap of faith and do something else. I’ve been considering doing something different, but haven’t put my head down and really think about it. I don’t think I will cross the finish line of stability, at least not soon. There’s too many fires and curveballs coming from different directions. My mind feels discombobulated. All the Best!