YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m all over the place. There is lots of work to be completed. I shared with the administrator all my challenges within, my needs, and the need for help. He completely ignored me. One of the Director’s calls me with gossip and I really don’t want to hear it. I have bigger fish to fry and fires 🔥 to put out. I still listened, but then when it came to me trying to express my frustrations she tells me she’s gotta go! It’s not gossip?! I need help! In the process of trying to express my frustrations I flew my hand wave 🤚 across my desk to pick up my coffee I knocked it down instead. I wanted to seek her advice, accidentally spilled my coffee on my desk. She heard it and sat there and stayed on the call. 📱 I didn’t want to talk any longer. As I cleaned up my area the tears 😭 came.

Deadline after deadline, task after task, they keep coming. It’s getting difficult 😣 to keep up and continue to be ignored. The routine is starting to get to me. I’m filling the role of one vacant position, but I’m glad this lady left, but left an administrative mess behind. I barely 😥 have 10 minutes to eat my lunch. I’m mostly glued to my monitor. Getting yanked at every direction. I need silence 🤫, control, and balance.

My afternoon ended in laughter. 🤭 MD “S” is a hoot, pretty nice guy. During a meeting he commented I could do my work with my eyes closed. Thanks 🙏 for the compliment, as he joked to give me all the work. And tonight before I put my son 👦 down to sleep 🛌 he was on a roll of telling jokes. I was laughing 😆 so much, the rest was swept away by 😂 🙏 👼 🤭. All the Best!