YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone doing okay. I just got offline at 4:30pm and these last couple days have run smooth, but I’m still busy submitting and closing tasks. I got off a meeting with the sponsor today and we have an action plan and came up with a resolution of who’s paying for the million dollar overspent budget to this mental health project.

I have received a couple compliments and yesterday again from the sponsor. It’s awkward 😬 to accept compliments from the same people that thought you would fail, smirk 😏, and verbally put me down. It felt as if they were only waiting for my demise. Their nail-biting just stopped because we came to a resolution. I’m doing a quite a few adjustments and journal entries that are needed in the coming weeks.

Nothing happened to the people responsible and that had oversight and accountability to these accounts, but I did get scolded about the incident time and time again. I don’t know that I can now trust the same people giving me compliments now after more than 5 months of me being the only one held accountable. I don’t feel like I belong here and so does my co-worker. It will be sad to see her leave because only she knows and sees my concerns. There are many that give me the “fake” vibes and I am not that. It didn’t matter what I did, it seemed like I fell short each time of their expectations of me. Maybe because I did it my way. I’m very straightforward and honest.

I am blessed to have had a couple days of calm 😌 while at work. I have made a mark because each time I meet with them regarding their finances I get a reaction. They get a taste of my skillset that they have never seen before. It’s foreign to them, give them results, and they see now the difference in the results versus 🆚 what they had last year. All the Best!