YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. Each time I talk to this group why do I feel the medical doctor doesn’t trust me? Each meeting she has to throw in some comment to test me. “Maybe I’m not asking the right question.” I’ve spent so much time and effort to right a wrong that was not brought upon by me. Why does she have to take a shot at me each time? Delay after delay and I keep fighting for them and all she does is doubt me when I’m not hiding anything from them, but yet didn’t speak up against the person that actually committed the damage.

I don’t get passes and I don’t ’t want one, but the person before me that didn’t deserve one actually got too many! The MD says, “Include all of us to help you answer some questions and not have private conversations.” They haven’t been available for not 1 meeting yet. I have to concentrate on what I can do now, it’s a delicate and stressful time for and have run out of energy plus I have to deal with their sarcasm and in directs. My emotions are running very high right now. I have to be very careful. If I allow them to push my buttons I might have to respond regrettably rude.

I have fought for everything in academics and not at all as high as theirs, but my experience is beyond what they have had. I get things done, I’m transparent, dedicated, persevere, and drive they don’t have. Don’t treat me less than because I’ll have to tear some direct truths at them one of these days. All the Best!