YoungHeart1980!

I hope everyone is doing okay. With 30 minutes left before I go to bed I am journaling the past 2 days at work just now. It’s 8:30pm and I just sat down and have one hour to myself. It’s been a hectic week. I was nearly in a fetal position feeling exhausted, but I decided to get up and journal. Journaling makes me feel better and release the anxiety and put my thoughts on paper, may way to release.

This place is like an auto manufacturer with an assembly line. I walk into the building with all these medical people at the same time and leave at the same time minus the punch in and punch out clock. I’m not used to this, it’s weird, shift work. I’m used to a more flexible time. I’m exhausted, I scarf my lunch down because I’m going from one thing to another and it doesn’t help that I have to stop and think about which is the next step and I have to search for the information of the steps because I have not yet memorized the processes. I’m sure I won’t have to use the training manual once I keep doing the tasks over and over.

I’m commuting 4 days per week, an hour and a half, 3 hours each day and I miss my family. I’m ready for next week that I was just now approved from 4 down to 2 days per week! I’m sure this will alleviate some of the exhaustion and more time with my family. All the Best!