Tag: workproblems
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No doubt – 4/15/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Someone is trying to pull me down, doubt myself, and cause mental anguish. Today I took the day off to reset. The energy vampires are around me. I did meditate, surround myself with my favorite candle, and protect my energy. I will continue to use my intuition and intellect…
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Friday reflection – making progress – 4/5/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I can’t control what others think of me, but I’ll let my work speak for itself. This week I feel I made some progress. People are beginning to see the good, the work, the communication and that I do operate very transparent. I don’t know it all and I…
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Improving my motivation – 3/6/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m being allowed to create and to communicate financials in a form that investigators can understand and see a full picture of their portfolio. I’m connecting with people and we’re sharing information, collaborating, and networking. I’m happy despite that it’s getting kinda hectic. Finding my balance and getting organized…
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Perfect?! – 2/20/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Very interesting comment I received today. In the end I was perfect, she says? This is my supervisor telling me as we’re on our regular Tuesday call. The reason I am perfect according to her is because I have given over the manual on how my replacement is able…
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Friday reflection – tiring week – 1/12/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m tired of work and I’m tired of looking at my kitchen still torn up with little happening. At work I’m fed up with asking people for updates. After two weeks of asking, nothing has been completed through today. Once again I asked for updates today. I’m terrified going…
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Things working against me – Part 2 – 12/28/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. The saga continues that everything seems to be my responsibility all of a sudden. I’m not sure people are working, but it doesn’t matter to the supervisor if I’m busy or not I had to put out another fire that didn’t belong to me. I question if better times…
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And now…things begin working against me – 12/27/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I came back to work today and I am sitting here journaling sort of late, 10pm. My inbox was full and I was able to get to almost all the emails and/or move a lot of the tasks forward. I’m trusting that God will put me on the right…
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Anxious…letting go temporarily – 12/18/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. As I am sitting in the plane over 3,000 feet in the air I am anxious. Anxious of the unknown. I’m still being considered for the position after declining 2 times to interview. The organization won’t let go. They are being very flexible with me, although nervous I reluctantly…
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“No”, again – 12/14/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. This organization didn’t accept my decline response to the interview next week and came back to ask if I can interview this week! Absolutely not as my schedule is full already tying up lose ends for vacation next week. There’s something strange when an organization won’t take “no” for…
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The thing about honesty – 12/4/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. As usual I have had plenty of busy days. I can’t think of a time recently where there has been down time. I keep going from one thing to another and once I’m done the books have closed for the following month. It’s okay I’m no stranger to working,…