Tag: workhard
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With hesitation; my action plan approved – 4/23/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I secured a small win. I will take it despite that the investigator was hesitant about my capability to come through with my suggested action plan. He only said, “Okay, go ahead.” I get it. My predecessor left, leaving all investigators in the dark on their financial standing of…
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No doubt – 4/15/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Someone is trying to pull me down, doubt myself, and cause mental anguish. Today I took the day off to reset. The energy vampires are around me. I did meditate, surround myself with my favorite candle, and protect my energy. I will continue to use my intuition and intellect…
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Friday reflection – conflicting signals – 4/12/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been trying to ignore the various signals, but the following have caught my attention. I was told we would reduce days of commuting to work from 3 to 2. I like to commute in because my friends are there, and I meet with investigators face to face…
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Friday reflection – making progress – 4/5/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I can’t control what others think of me, but I’ll let my work speak for itself. This week I feel I made some progress. People are beginning to see the good, the work, the communication and that I do operate very transparent. I don’t know it all and I…
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Friday reflection – Getting to know them – 3/8/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. My new job and co-workers are communicating and opening up to me. This is the best experience to have that the investigators are interested in supporting to resolve their ongoing obstacles and allowing me the time to answer their questions. This gives me confidence and despite the workload I…
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Improving my motivation – 3/6/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m being allowed to create and to communicate financials in a form that investigators can understand and see a full picture of their portfolio. I’m connecting with people and we’re sharing information, collaborating, and networking. I’m happy despite that it’s getting kinda hectic. Finding my balance and getting organized…
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Meeting the high standard – 3/3/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. My boss has been speaking and speaks very highly to others and directly to me. I wholeheartedly like the fact that she is motivating and acknowledges our work, certainly a big step up from my previous job. So much so that I feel like that now I must meet…
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Channeling the energy – 3/2/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m journaling right now and thinking what tasks to focus on the most. I don’t know where to begin. I have to be productive and as I’m working away be organized because I’ll get lost in the process. There’s many tasks that need urgent attention. I feel good, I…
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The End – 2/21/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Today is the shedding of a chapter that despite all the mental anguish, it didn’t hurt me. I grew and released myself from selfish energies. Although they compliment me now it’s difficult to forget the stress caused. My supervisor tried to play sweet now and she’s far from it.…
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Perfect?! – 2/20/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Very interesting comment I received today. In the end I was perfect, she says? This is my supervisor telling me as we’re on our regular Tuesday call. The reason I am perfect according to her is because I have given over the manual on how my replacement is able…