Tag: Work
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Don’t have to conform or be liked – 10/11/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I am not liked by all because I acquired a skillset of the last 20 years. No one realizes this is not something that one is born with. I worked hard, really hard. I read, research, ask questions, and most of all care. I have put so many years…
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Friday reflection – ignore the critics – 10/10/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m growing, learning, and demonstrating to myself I can. I was going through this weird couple days of non-action, procrastination, and avoidance. It was too involved in my emotions. I felt drained and ready to give up. I couldn’t get my mind and work right. Today, I came out…
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Causing a shake up – 9/17/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m in a calm state today, no stress, not pushing anything, chasing, and asking for the creation of the project accounts. I’m only doing what I can and have control over. My mental health is important and not going to give it away. There are others that do nothing…
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Don’t quit – 9/3/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I can’t believe it I was asked not to quit? Why? I’m not sure what gave them the idea, but I did comment, “I haven’t seen anything like this before in my career.” The MD “LAU” as I call her looked defeated and gave in on the in-fighting happening…
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A worker’s influence – 9/2/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Despite being super busy everyone was needing my time today via email, Teams, text, and phone. Today was also our big meeting with the sponsor on our new budgets for the next 2 years. I tried my best to provide the guidance and support to all. It was a…
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Friday reflection – week of endings and competition – 8/29/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wish I had my own system in place to make decisions ahead of time and then be able to audit my own decisions and go through my list of things to take care of each week. Unfortunately I don’t because I am overwhelmed with follow through and executing…
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The adjustment period coming to an end – 8/28/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. My adjustment period is about to come to an end, it was a huge test for me. It felt more like a punishment to me. I asked myself so many times how did I deserve this? I did learn something and that is what not do. I survived even…
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No one remembers – 8/26/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. Now I know many don’t know their job. It’s scary. I have been receiving emails back to back and the senders need direction. It’s funny that I didn’t get any information from “so many.” Today that group of “so many” needs my help. All this started a couple weeks…
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Taking the reigns – 8/25/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. They don’t know yet that slowly I will begin taking the reign, it’s urgent. If they notice okay, but no one is saying anything and doing nothing about it. No one wants to take the lead or responsibility of responding as an organization to the sponsor. Here we go…
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When is it my turn to advance? – 8/21/25
I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t know what it’s going to take to get these people to understand this project ends in 7 business days. If not for me sending an email blasts expenses wouldn’t have been coming through for my approval. The expenses were charged in June, July 2025 and they are…
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