Tag: tension
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The talk that had to happen – 7/31/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to think after the conversation that took place today is it so bad enough for me to leave or stay? It has been too much to bear that finally brought me to tears of worry and stress and I can’t write about it anymore I finally spoke…
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Facing and walking through the shadow – 7/30/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I now understand the reason for having faith. It was preparing for the bad news I discovered myself. I am not blogging upset. I thought I would be angry, but I’m not. It might not be fair, but I’m still abundant at the end of the day. I won’t…
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Finding my own mistake! – 6/15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s been busy. I didn’t reach all goals of completing particular tasks. One of the investigators asked for the extra pay due to him, which I mentioned would be available today. It’s not. My goal was to get his pay to him on time, but I got overruled by…
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Friday reflection – The root of the problem – 6/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. The new start seemed to be working on getting to know each other. I sit here now wondering when did it stop working? I have been working with others, taking advice, support, and guidance from everyone outside my department. I am working independently, they don’t share my likes about…
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Qualities of a leader – 6/4/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have learned that no textbook in academics will teach you to be a leader or improve as a leader in the workforce. A piece of paper means nothing if not going into the workforce and actually doing a job. Here’s what I have learned. 1) Co-create with the…
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Building a strong foundation or not? – 5/9/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m building steam, faster, wiser, and gaining traction in this position. The knowledge I gained, but the workflow here is completely different from what I had the first time I was hired in this organization. They upgraded their accounting system and processes. I got a comment from my supervisor…
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“Out of Sight – out of mind” – 5/8/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been working steadily, one thing after another. Working from home allows me to get a lot more done. I’m working diligently to get tasks completed in a timely manner. Investigators rely on me to begin taking action on the administrative end so they can begin and complete…
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See-saw of emotions – 4/17/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. It was a bad day, but for someone else. I gave my best advice on how to communicate with investigators and it came from a perspective of experience and not anything else. My advice wasn’t taken and still did what she normally does, but her way didn’t work out…
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Happy through the chaos – 3/12/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m inundated with work, but the support and assistance I get from others is great that I am not even tired of working, I’m going from one task to another. There’s communication and collaboration. I am with a group of people that I can connect with. I’m very busy,…
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My final decision – 2/8/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I wasn’t anxious about resigning my current job, but what would come during the two-week waiting period. I called my supervisor at around the 10 am hour today. I began by explaining there was no easy way of saying it, but I made the decision to resign. She immediately…