Tag: tension
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Friday reflection – The root of the problem – 6/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. The new start seemed to be working on getting to know each other. I sit here now wondering when did it stop working? I have been working with others, taking advice, support, and guidance from everyone outside my department. I am working independently, they don’t share my likes about…
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Qualities of a leader – 6/4/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have learned that no textbook in academics will teach you to be a leader or improve as a leader in the workforce. A piece of paper means nothing if not going into the workforce and actually doing a job. Here’s what I have learned. 1) Co-create with the…
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Building a strong foundation or not? – 5/9/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m building steam, faster, wiser, and gaining traction in this position. The knowledge I gained, but the workflow here is completely different from what I had the first time I was hired in this organization. They upgraded their accounting system and processes. I got a comment from my supervisor…
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“Out of Sight – out of mind” – 5/8/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have been working steadily, one thing after another. Working from home allows me to get a lot more done. I’m working diligently to get tasks completed in a timely manner. Investigators rely on me to begin taking action on the administrative end so they can begin and complete…
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See-saw of emotions – 4/17/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. It was a bad day, but for someone else. I gave my best advice on how to communicate with investigators and it came from a perspective of experience and not anything else. My advice wasn’t taken and still did what she normally does, but her way didn’t work out…
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Happy through the chaos – 3/12/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m inundated with work, but the support and assistance I get from others is great that I am not even tired of working, I’m going from one task to another. There’s communication and collaboration. I am with a group of people that I can connect with. I’m very busy,…
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My final decision – 2/8/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I wasn’t anxious about resigning my current job, but what would come during the two-week waiting period. I called my supervisor at around the 10 am hour today. I began by explaining there was no easy way of saying it, but I made the decision to resign. She immediately…
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Friday reflection – from loud noise came the nice view – 1/26/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to admit the kitchen cabinets look great. I loved the cabinet builders ideas and mine. He was nice and patient, captured my vision. In contrast to the contractor hired to bring in all the builders, he doesn’t get me, my vision and doesn’t do his due diligence.…
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Taking the lead – 1/23/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m growing and excited that I was finally able to understand the importance and steps, put a lot of effort into making the connection of clinical trial work. I presented financials to an investigator that works with clinical trials. It made me anxious, and I didn’t want to present,…
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My thoughts today – 1/17/24

I hope everyone is doing okay today. I took yesterday off (1/16/24) because if I continued to run on high emotions and a short temper I will raise arguments with people and bring things up that I have stock piled the last couple weeks. The only thing I should’ve done is put up boundaries sooner…