Tag: tension
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Friday reflection – clean slate & decision time – 8/25/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m writing my Friday reflection on Sunday because I know how I was feeling but couldn’t put it into writing yet. This past week made me realize I have to reassess. I am glad I did get some clarity. I am happy people are speaking highly of me though.…
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The bad news – 8/22/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to take the bad with the bad and the good with the good. I somehow already saw it coming and knew the answer. Her body language said it all (8/14/24 blog). I understand why the supervisor’s face looked overwhelmed. I thought my meeting with her was about…
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The return to the office – 8/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I physically returned back to the office today. Good thing I missed drama. I laughed about it, but I shouldn’t because if the shoe was in the other foot, it wouldn’t be funny. This mercury retrograde is surely potent than the last. A co-worker was telling me that the…
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Friday reflection – one problem ends, another starts 8/2/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s never ending, geez! I haven’t been able to call it a day for the last month. People are either ignoring my emails, not paying attention, and some plainly just don’t like me because I am not catering to them. I got slammed today. Investigator #2 is plainly upset…
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The talk that had to happen – 7/31/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to think after the conversation that took place today is it so bad enough for me to leave or stay? It has been too much to bear that finally brought me to tears of worry and stress and I can’t write about it anymore I finally spoke…
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Facing and walking through the shadow – 7/30/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I now understand the reason for having faith. It was preparing for the bad news I discovered myself. I am not blogging upset. I thought I would be angry, but I’m not. It might not be fair, but I’m still abundant at the end of the day. I won’t…
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Finding my own mistake! – 6/15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s been busy. I didn’t reach all goals of completing particular tasks. One of the investigators asked for the extra pay due to him, which I mentioned would be available today. It’s not. My goal was to get his pay to him on time, but I got overruled by…
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Friday reflection – The root of the problem – 6/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. The new start seemed to be working on getting to know each other. I sit here now wondering when did it stop working? I have been working with others, taking advice, support, and guidance from everyone outside my department. I am working independently, they don’t share my likes about…
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Qualities of a leader – 6/4/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have learned that no textbook in academics will teach you to be a leader or improve as a leader in the workforce. A piece of paper means nothing if not going into the workforce and actually doing a job. Here’s what I have learned. 1) Co-create with the…
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Building a strong foundation or not? – 5/9/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m building steam, faster, wiser, and gaining traction in this position. The knowledge I gained, but the workflow here is completely different from what I had the first time I was hired in this organization. They upgraded their accounting system and processes. I got a comment from my supervisor…
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