Tag: tension
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The cold shoulder for a cold person – 9/25/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. Lately, it hasn’t failed for the supervisor to subtly assert herself toward me or feel uncomfortable around me. What is going on? I’m too busy to deal with her. She has tried to assert herself as the boss but doesn’t have her facts straight. She tried to “show me”…
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Why is it important who’s right? – 10/01/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. As a leader you should be able to manage disagreements, hear both sides of one story, not tell us who’s right. Why do you take sides? Part of being a leader is to be intelligent to find solutions to issues, not to put blame unless someone steals, loses money,…
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Beating the competition? – 9/26/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I didn’t know that someone was competing with me for the last few days and I didn’t even have to compete and it came to light during a meeting today and it didn’t sit well with the supervisor. I started the day in a bad mood almost immediately because…
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The work life I live – 9/23/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I wonder why someone would be jealous of my work life? She obviously doesn’t know much about me, my struggles, my setbacks, and challenges. Just because I make it look easy on the outside doesn’t mean it is for me. Why does it give her satisfaction that I’m struggling…
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Race to the finish line – 9/11/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m tired, I have worked another 10-hour work day. I’m pushing through one day at a time to submit documents for a settlement on behalf of investigator #5. Why do I have to go through this, it feels like I’m the only one that this happens to. The project…
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A good time to slow down – 8/29/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It was a good day. I’m writing much better, better attitude at a higher vibration. Work slowed a bit maybe because Labor Day is coming? I was asked not to commute into work, we have a half day, and off Monday. Very nice surprise. I didn’t do a lot…
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Friday reflection – clean slate & decision time – 8/25/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m writing my Friday reflection on Sunday because I know how I was feeling but couldn’t put it into writing yet. This past week made me realize I have to reassess. I am glad I did get some clarity. I am happy people are speaking highly of me though.…
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The bad news – 8/22/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to take the bad with the bad and the good with the good. I somehow already saw it coming and knew the answer. Her body language said it all (8/14/24 blog). I understand why the supervisor’s face looked overwhelmed. I thought my meeting with her was about…
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The return to the office – 8/14/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I physically returned back to the office today. Good thing I missed drama. I laughed about it, but I shouldn’t because if the shoe was in the other foot, it wouldn’t be funny. This mercury retrograde is surely potent than the last. A co-worker was telling me that the…
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Friday reflection – one problem ends, another starts 8/2/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s never ending, geez! I haven’t been able to call it a day for the last month. People are either ignoring my emails, not paying attention, and some plainly just don’t like me because I am not catering to them. I got slammed today. Investigator #2 is plainly upset…