Tag: stress work
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Validated – 2/5/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. As I was reversing, my son mentioned the beautiful rainbow right behind our home this morning taking him to school. The thought ran in my mind hoping today would be a good day. Today I had a slow pace working day. I’m still getting over a small cold. You…
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Friday reflection – from loud noise came the nice view – 1/26/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to admit the kitchen cabinets look great. I loved the cabinet builders ideas and mine. He was nice and patient, captured my vision. In contrast to the contractor hired to bring in all the builders, he doesn’t get me, my vision and doesn’t do his due diligence.…
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On a personal note – When it rains it pours – 1/11/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Going into 2024 I took on more than what I could chew. I’m anxious because I’m not ready for a big day on Tuesday. As much as I try to put things in order it’s not working. My kitchen is torn up and the noise is loud, dealing with…
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And it begins to crumble – 1/3/24

I hope everyone is doing okay. Once again I’m really behind at blogging and of course I have work to blame mostly. I’m going to try and catch up. I was told today in passing that one of the ladies from one of the teams I work with closely in the department is leaving. She…
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Things working against me – Part 2 – 12/28/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. The saga continues that everything seems to be my responsibility all of a sudden. I’m not sure people are working, but it doesn’t matter to the supervisor if I’m busy or not I had to put out another fire that didn’t belong to me. I question if better times…
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And now…things begin working against me – 12/27/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I came back to work today and I am sitting here journaling sort of late, 10pm. My inbox was full and I was able to get to almost all the emails and/or move a lot of the tasks forward. I’m trusting that God will put me on the right…
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Anxious…letting go temporarily – 12/18/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. As I am sitting in the plane over 3,000 feet in the air I am anxious. Anxious of the unknown. I’m still being considered for the position after declining 2 times to interview. The organization won’t let go. They are being very flexible with me, although nervous I reluctantly…
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Learn to ride the waves – 12/3/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Shifting my mindset took a while because I needed to understand why so much adversity. Why so much negativity around this place? I tried so many ways to change the daily grind of this work to no avail. I won’t let me get me down, less others. I am…
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Unwelcomed feedback – 11/15/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I value myself, my worth and I know that my work is being watched. I know the type of work I produce because the last twenty years of evaluations I didn’t have not one bad mark. I open my email at 9:30am this morning to be greeted by emails…
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Weakening progress – 11/14/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m slowly making progress. This has been the biggest challenge of my career. Its been a difficult period. I’m growing and expanding at a very slow pace incredibly never seen before. Things have not been right for a really long time. I keep re-starting. I jumped into this job…