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Friday – Reflecting on the chaos – 6/30/23

Hello, hope everyone is doing okay. What a chaotic week. As I think back I felt overwhelmed and hadn’t felt broken in so long. My health is not good and I tried, but didn’t meet the requirements for surgery after three specialist appointments. The news wasn’t what I wanted to hear, but I will continue…
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A new way to complain Anynomous- 6/29/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. As I’m watching this town hall at work, I had to turn my camera off because I was a bit shocked. A new level of tattle tale at work. The division had a presentation on a new program on how to report someone anonymously. This week just got…
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I was set up – 6/27/23

Hello everyone, I hope you are all doing okay. It’s completely funny now, it didn’t even upset me. I frowned at what this organization spends their technology dollars on. I received an email today that looked weird from teams asking me to click the button with a message. I only thought it was legitimate because…
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Friday Reflection – Word of Advice – 6/23/23 & 6/26/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. My co-worker calls me to make fun of me right away. I did a “test” presentation on Wednesday, 6/21/23 for the first time so that my boss could critique me. This test was to prepare me to begin communicating with investigators on only the financial topics that matter…
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Friday Reflection – At Lunch Today – 6/23/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. Today we went to lunch, the finance group. We’re all fairly new to the organization and the Director treated us to lunch. I was excited to get out and talk to people. I work remote so I don’t talk to co-workers as I would if I were in…
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“Out of Sight, Out of Mind” – 6/22/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. I feel like I can’t catch up with my blog, but I’m definitely journaling. Work is crazy, but I do see the light at the end of the tunnel. I’m still behind blogging from a few weeks ago. I commuted to work today. We had an awful storm…
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Financially Unstable – 6/21/23

Hello, I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a minor set back, but I am continuing to recover after surgery. I’m grateful for my health. Today was the first day I presented on the financial findings or end of month report to my boss on one of the investigators. I was not critiqued and…
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In Tears after 10 Years – 6/19/23

Hello, hope everyone is doing okay. I had to let it all out and fall prey to vulnerability. After fighting so long and looking out for myself I trusted for the first time and my life was in his hands. I got a call from my doctor, I will need surgery, but first see the…
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You got back what you put in, Friday Reflection- 6/16/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m glad to be back and blog for the first time after surgery. The surgery itself went okay, it was after that the struggle really began, but I will write about it at a later this week. Today I’m blogging where I stopped last. I love to write especially…
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Wandering Eyes- 6/8/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. I am beginning to catch on to the segregated and broken system. It doesn’t make sense to me, but I’m making it work for me, not sure how I do it, I just do? I am beginning to understand how it works, making it click for me and I’m producing…