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The Sudden Change – 9/14/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I had just completed writing an early journal entry on the situation regarding my pay. I was already frustrated and feeling like l just couldn’t catch a break. I had either been dealing with work situations, my pay and the supervisor when I got the news. I felt deflated…
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On the same task, Day 4 – 9/10/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I don’t understand why I am being dragged into day 4 on the same task. I’m confused as to why I should be involved in something so mundane. My co-worker is still being trained on basic tasks and I’m trying to complete very high level tasks that are unrelated…
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Friday Reflection – Am I being accepted? – 9/8/23

I hope everyone is doing. I went a whole week of not blogging because I was pretty busy and going from call to call getting off work, exhausted. But here it is Friday and I have to reflect on the week. I don’t give off what I know that my supervisor is doing. It’s clear…
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Cup of coffee with God – On a personal note – 9/4/23

I hope everyone gets to enjoy Labor Day. I am thinking of all who have to work. God bless them and thank you. I feel calm, at peace, no pressure, slept fairly well and was not rushed. I have a cup of coffee as usual at the same time each day and today is no…
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Friday Reflection – exhaustive week – 9/1/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Looking back this week I don’t even know how I got through it. I didn’t eat healthy, worked through lunch time, and had late hours. The tongue lashings I took, the accusation from the co-worker and the criticism of my work felt as if I was trying to dodge…
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Incredible shock & fear – 8/31/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Today was definitely a shocker at what I was confronted with. Around 11am the co-worker calls me after not having heard from her for a while. She tells me that I’m the only one she has shared with her frustrations and concerns regarding the basic training the supervisor has…
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My Excellent work back fired on her – 8/29/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I got to work this morning tore up, feeling down and defeated because of the brutal feedback I got yesterday (blog dated 8/28/23). Today the result of my elaborate excel sheets that the supervisor criticized and didn’t make sense to her earned us our time back and a message…
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Monday coffee: triple cups; re-fuel to handle her – 8/28/23

I hope everyone is doing okay, not so good for me today, but glad it’s over now. Today, this is what happened… The supervisor seemed to be out for blood today. She totally took it out on me for not sure what reason. I got a tongue lashing that was undeserving especially early Monday morning.…
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Coming out on Top! – 8/25/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I had a very productive and successful day. The small progress are like victories for me because it proves to me that I have what it takes to do this job despite the challenges in front of me now and in the future. It gives me strength to keep…
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Going in the right Direction – 8/24/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. In my blog from 7/5/23 I wrote about accountability. It came at the right time because I have been told that nothing is structured, yikes!