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Unwelcomed feedback – 11/15/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I value myself, my worth and I know that my work is being watched. I know the type of work I produce because the last twenty years of evaluations I didn’t have not one bad mark. I open my email at 9:30am this morning to be greeted by emails…
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Weakening progress – 11/14/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m slowly making progress. This has been the biggest challenge of my career. Its been a difficult period. I’m growing and expanding at a very slow pace incredibly never seen before. Things have not been right for a really long time. I keep re-starting. I jumped into this job…
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Gossip station – 11/13/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. As I was writing my entry for today I was laughing because the young guy I was talking to is very opinionated. Everyone likes gossip whether good or bad. Today was that day for me. I took it as clarity, but you also have to be careful because you…
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Thanksgiving Day – Take the step! – 11/23/23

I hope everyone is able to take a day to spend with your family and/or those you love. I pray that the ones still working today can find some time of peace and can share even if it’s with a co-worker, not alone. I’m thankful for all of it. To increase the chance of making…
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Going with my gut instinct – 11/11/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I have to go into next week with the past left in the past. I will not have work friends, the intention is set with using my past experience and no longer listen to what I’m told, there’s leadership lacking. The anxiety I felt last month was awful because…
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Friday reflection – Fire re ignited – 11/10/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I chose me yesterday (11/9/23) to rest and get back some sort of balance and self-love. I took Thursday off. It was time to recharge. I had enough working hard, alone and with little to no support. I know my limit and it was reached and needed a break.…
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This little light of mine…goes out – 11/8/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up, tired. I am tired, not dreading going to work, but my body is burnt out. I’ve never felt like this before, not one job before this. I had a few minutes this morning drinking my coffee before I logged on to work. I began praying and…
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A mad woman… – 11/7/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up this morning wrestles, couldn’t sleep last night thinking of my presentation today to a top investigator. It turns out it should’ve been the least of my worries. I killed it. Did well and at my best, but first this happened… I hadn’t even finished my first…
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Despite the many attempts… – 11/6/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Of being nice and trying to work with people over and over again on the goals for investigators, not my goals – trying to at times desperately fit in to have short conversations, chit chat and nothing. After 7 months and nothing. I tried to throw the fishing line…
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On a personal note-Sunday reflection with God – 11/5/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I believe in God, father almighty. I am sipping on my coffee and really happy, excited and blessed. God is good – God is great. I wish everyone who hasn’t yet received God in their heart they would. My attitude, heart and mind has changed. My view of things…