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Friday reflection – Finding myself – 10/20/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I got off work at 3pm today. I have to find my balance, rest and gain my strength back. I lost myself this week. I had a fear this week and I couldn’t figure out why. I felt like something was going to happen and would fail during my…
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Gloomy days and energies – 10/19/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. I have beat a record of three weeks of working without talking to anyone and ghosted. I am not returning the favor back to them I am a person of service, not a person that does everything they can to win at all cost. I am knowledgeable enough to be…
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Yield and (re)group – 10/18/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s okay to work alone when necessary, but this is beyond that I have gone weeks without talking to anyone. If they think it’s okay, it’s not! I feel like a drifter, not present, a ghost – ghosted. There is no direction or instruction of what I should do.…
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Peaceful warrior – 10/17/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. Forced to work to stress under “other duties as assigned,” I’m having to pick it all up and do it all without saying a word or asking me? Got it. No indication on the progress to hire someone else. How long will this be? Just because I don’t say anything…
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Logged off early – 10/16/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. I guess people are having Monday blues, again this vicious cycle I’ve observed in these past months of stubbornness. I do a lot. All they do is watch what I’m doing, how I work and what I produce. I received several messages asking, “what do you mean?” We speak the…
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Lucky day – Friday reflection – 10/13/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. My supervisor has been silent, but also sick. I am not sure what I’m supposed to do next if the finance system is not returning the necessary data for me to continue analyzing. I don’t know everyone yet so I’m not sure who I can call. I am working on…
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Switched gears to survival mode – 10/12/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. This week has really been challenging. No time to breath or even make time for lunch, but working through it too. I have started reviewing financials three (3) times already this week. Each time I go over one portfolio I see something to correct that I didn’t do with the…
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Friday reflection – Was it enough? – 10/6/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. As I reflect on this week I’m wondering how I am doing on the work already completed. This was my first full blown shot on my own with little guidance. We will see what surfaces from it next week. I put in long hours, diligence, and determination to get the…
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Creating & building strength under pressure – 10/5/23
Hope everyone is doing okay. I am working and understanding, tweaking and learning from my work being rejected yesterday. These are late nights trying to complete these portfolios. I’m taking it all in and doing it all. Alone, quiet and focused. In the beginning I was preaching checklists and structure and gone ignored. I followed…
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Rejection is encouragement – 10/4/23
I hope everyone is doing okay. I feel that happiness doesn’t last for me. I feel good one day and I am grateful just for the feeling to be taken away by work. I just got off work, it’s 6:30pm and sitting here wondering what I should title my entry. I do have a lot…
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