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A mad woman… – 11/7/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I woke up this morning wrestles, couldn’t sleep last night thinking of my presentation today to a top investigator. It turns out it should’ve been the least of my worries. I killed it. Did well and at my best, but first this happened… I hadn’t even finished my first…
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Despite the many attempts… – 11/6/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Of being nice and trying to work with people over and over again on the goals for investigators, not my goals – trying to at times desperately fit in to have short conversations, chit chat and nothing. After 7 months and nothing. I tried to throw the fishing line…
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On a personal note-Sunday reflection with God – 11/5/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I believe in God, father almighty. I am sipping on my coffee and really happy, excited and blessed. God is good – God is great. I wish everyone who hasn’t yet received God in their heart they would. My attitude, heart and mind has changed. My view of things…
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Friday reflection – Hitting rock bottom – 11/3/23

Hello everyone! I hope everyone is doing well! The lowest point in my career, it comes now. I shouldn’t be thinking of this, but for the first time I am contemplating quitting and not have another job lined up. I only see this as the solution. I felt as if I didn’t make any progress…
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Staying calm during battle time – 11/1/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I’m trying to stay grounded, keep my cool, stay confident while on the spotlight. I’m taking this as a learning experience and not beating myself up for things that happened. They cannot happen again though! I wasn’t able to refresh my report so I had to hard code my…
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Building character – 10/31/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. The ultimate weight is on my shoulders now. It’s overwhelming. I’m working a lot. Incredible how I’m processing so many things and to me it’s urgent, but no one else seems to act as if anything is important? I am on the spotlight. I’m presenting financials on my own…
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Friday reflection – Confusing week – 10/27/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. This week has been a rollercoaster ride, very confusing with what happened. I’m busy, been struggling to keep up with the work, but I will not give up. I’m running on nearly empty. The strange part is that on Tuesday, 10/24/23, I wrote about being frustrated, feeling invisible. Then…
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Working in silo looks like this – 10/24/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Very tough days I’m going through, whew! It’s not something I’m dreading, but having to deal with people is the challenge, not the work. No one at work seems to be engaged and don’t communicate either. How is that okay with anyone? Today the team is restructuring, but I…
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Undervalued – 10/21/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I am, I feel it. It was my worst fear and it became real of being overworked and not valued or paid for the extra work. It seems they are not in a hurry to hire my counterpart. I’m bored and no use being in this place. I’m not…