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Who I fear – 10/20/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was watching church this weekend and the pastor’s sermon was about fear. Who do you fear the most? I’ll answer the question later, but today an investigator is hoping to promote to a higher position and he and I spoke of my input in his support. I happen…
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Friday reflection – the old is still new – 10/18/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I work with women that think their old school mentality and view of working is the new way to handle us younger people. One is angry (cat lady), always on the defensive, and wants to be negative about everything even though things go great. She thinks everyone is out…
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People quit their jobs at an average of 2 years – 10/19/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I was reading an article of why people quit their jobs and of course the main reason is their boss, no loyalty. When words have become just that, and a handshake is no longer a contract. Those days are gone. No one is a friend, and no one is…
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The idea that I’m going to get paid or promoted – 10/15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I took a couple days off and after some thought I’m not going to get paid or promoted staying here even though the supervisor has told me twice. Send me an email, hurry, where is it? Nothing has happened, but trust and having good relationships with others at work…
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The performance review – 10/18/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I have not written my experience with performance reviews in my industry. In my opinion, these are of no use. It keeps a record of something that you show up despite you work or not. It serves no purpose because year after year my form is marked as “exceeds…
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Re-align or start over? – 10/14-15/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I took a couple days off to reset completely of mind, body, and heart. I want to let go and start over. Sometimes from the worst of our experience something better might come along? I sit here thinking how many times over the years I have been behind investigators…
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Friday reflection – patient rage – 10/11/24
I hope everything is okay. Here they go again with their subtle games and envy energy. It’s as if one of the two is taunting me via email. Is it the mean girls season or what? Either way the cat lady (co-worker) wants to outshine us as a team and the fact that she really…
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Fighting the potential turbulence – 10/10/24
I hope everyone is dong okay. It’s coming, I see it coming already. It’s been gradually building up and there is turbulence that is on my mind. I feel it coming with the turbulence is the rift. I’m trying to hold back and drown it out. I’m being observant of the movements and holding back…
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And it just went insane, but not really – 10/09/24
I hope everyone is doing okay. I can’t believe what people react to and what they think stress is. People live in a bubble. Their version of reality is different from mine. I do have to laugh as they seem to believe the stress they feel is like the end of the world. The life…