Category: Work
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Working in silo looks like this – 10/24/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. Very tough days I’m going through, whew! It’s not something I’m dreading, but having to deal with people is the challenge, not the work. No one at work seems to be engaged and don’t communicate either. How is that okay with anyone? Today the team is restructuring, but I…
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Undervalued – 10/21/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I am, I feel it. It was my worst fear and it became real of being overworked and not valued or paid for the extra work. It seems they are not in a hurry to hire my counterpart. I’m bored and no use being in this place. I’m not…
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Friday reflection – Finding myself – 10/20/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. I got off work at 3pm today. I have to find my balance, rest and gain my strength back. I lost myself this week. I had a fear this week and I couldn’t figure out why. I felt like something was going to happen and would fail during my…
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Gloomy days and energies – 10/19/23

Hope everyone is doing okay. I have beat a record of three weeks of working without talking to anyone and ghosted. I am not returning the favor back to them I am a person of service, not a person that does everything they can to win at all cost. I am knowledgeable enough to be…
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Yield and (re)group – 10/18/23

I hope everyone is doing okay. It’s okay to work alone when necessary, but this is beyond that I have gone weeks without talking to anyone. If they think it’s okay, it’s not! I feel like a drifter, not present, a ghost – ghosted. There is no direction or instruction of what I should do.…
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Logged off early – 10/16/23

Hope everyone is doing okay. I guess people are having Monday blues, again this vicious cycle I’ve observed in these past months of stubbornness. I do a lot. All they do is watch what I’m doing, how I work and what I produce. I received several messages asking, “what do you mean?” We speak the…
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Switched gears to survival mode – 10/12/23

Hope everyone is doing okay. This week has really been challenging. No time to breath or even make time for lunch, but working through it too. I have started reviewing financials three (3) times already this week. Each time I go over one portfolio I see something to correct that I didn’t do with the…

